My First Crush Happened To Be My Hubby! novel Chapter 33

Rishi's PoV

When I came home, dad and Mama were eating. Shakshi and Danya were telling all their exhibition stories to them. They all look like a happy family. How the hell does she laugh like nothing has gone wrong?

But she is different. Never once did she see me until now. She ignores me? I don’t like her ignoring me. It kinda hurts. I know she can’t resist me for long. She may be just playing like she usually does. Or she may be angry that I didn’t go with them to that damn exhibition. I mean adults with kids go there. All adults? Aren’t we grown out of it?

She may start her monkey act once we are in the room. I love everything about her. I really like anything she does. She is an unexpected box of entertainment. But for the same reason, I hate myself. I can’t love her after what she did to me.

Flashback (the day Roshan spoiled our romance)

This girl is going to be the death of me. I can’t even work. My work involves so much concentration and imagination. She is totally killing it all with her beautiful face and lips. I literally see her face and her cute smile whenever I close my eyes. I also hear that beautiful song. I'm totally falling for her.

I started from my office and went to an Apple store. I got an I-pod as planned for her. I should talk to her today. I should ask her how she knew me before our wedding. Assuming things are not good. I should clarify all my doubts with her and clear the air between us. I don’t think I can wait any longer. I mean, she is so tempting and sexy. I don’t want anything to happen between us before we talk.

After everything, I can give this to her as a gift and can see her big eyes go even bigger. I can’t wait to see her reaction.I started to go home. When I reached, there was no one and I heard her talking on the phone.

I started climbing stairs sneakily. I just want to surprise her. But her phone is on a loud speaker and I heard them talking.

D : Rahul dog. It's not funny. How many times do I have to tell you that Hari is nothing.

R : Ok Ok. cool. I saw him yesterday. He is still in your memories. He is still waiting for you. He asked me about you. But I didn’t know if your family has already established your wedding or not. So, I said that I don’t know about you.

D : I'm now married, Rahul. Tell him that I moved on. Ask him to do the same. Tell him that I married a man who is more eligible than him. At Least then he may.....

I didn’t stay any longer. WHAT DID I JUST HEAR? She was in love with someone and married me? She married me because she thinks I am more eligible than her lover boy? 

She married me for my status? So, no girl will ever see my heart? Don’t I deserve to be loved for who I am and not what I have?

She doesn't look like that type of girl. She looks so innocent. Oh. I'm so not good at determining the character of a person. First it was Smirthi and now Danya. Why does it always happen to me?  She betrayed her lover and is not feeling bad for him? She is talking all laughing. Is she that cruel?

Why the hell my heart conflicts with my mind. I still think she must be good and all I heard is false. But how? She said she moved on.

I drove back to my office. I guess I'm not destined for a love life. I don’t want to see her face ever again. But my damn heart is with her. I love her. But she is not worth it. I went home late in the night and she was sleeping like a baby with that innocent face. How can this innocent girl cheat on me? She knows that I was about to have a love marriage. But she never said that she was in love either. With her behavior, I thought she wholeheartedly accepted this marriage and is now trying to pull me into this marriage too. She was all lovey-dovey to me. She teases me with god damn songs that I have never heard of. She never denied my touches. SHE IS A TOTAL BITCH. Looks are deceiving. She may seem innocent, but she is not.

When I laid down on the bed with her, I couldn't resist myself from touching her. I just want to hug her tight and sleep. Why the hell do I feel like this? If I'm angry with her then I'm furious with myself. I may not be her first kiss after all. I may do something to her with all this anger and hatred. 

I just went out to the patio and spent my night there. I started to go to the office before she woke up. I successfully avoided her for 2 days straight. I hate being like this.