D's PoV
Gosh that crushing feeling again! Wait what? I opened my eyes to see my charming handsome husband sleeping almost on me. Am I dreaming? I rubbed my eyes to make sure what and where I am? WHAAAAT? How the hell did I end up in our room? I remember sleeping in the room downstairs. Alarmed by the fact that I am sleeping in our room beside my hubby, I felt all scared. I got up without waking him and ran out to see Ravi.
My hubby is unbelievable. He carried me all the way up to our room and he says that he did that for uncle's sake. He sure knows how to hurt me. I had this bubble of happiness growing when he said that he carried me to our room, and it burst when he reasoned it. He says I'm making a scene? How dare he? I am already upset with him and he adds fuel to my rage with his words.
"Oh, so now you think I slept alone to make a scene? Alright, Why do you think I did that?"
I'm not going to listen to all the bullshit he has to say.
"Who knows, your lover boy might call you. You might need privacy to talk with him which you won't get if you sleep in here." he said, turning away from me.
He said WHAT? He is a dead meat!!!
Finish him off D!
I pushed him down on the bed. It's painful to shout at someone by looking up, you know. And this alien is at my eye level when he is sitting.
"Shut up Rishi! You are crossing your limits. It's you who has a lover girl. It's you who avoids me for her. It's you who still have contact with her even though you are married to me. It's you who went out with her in spite of knowing we are about to go out together. It's you who has all the complications. Not me. And you say I have a lover boy? How dare you talk about me like that? I don’t have to prove myself to you. But just let me tell you this. I never had anyone like you say before. But I do now. And I hate you for blaming me on such a low note."
He is ridiculous. He is dumb. He is terrible. He is everything except goodness. Dumbass!
He looks shell shocked. I don’t care. I went out to carry on with my day.How dare he accuse me of such a thing!? I saw him yesterday with Smirthi when we were about to leave the exhibition.
Calm down D! He was not happy with her yesterday and they were coming out of the hospital. Don't just shout at him D! He needs time, remember?
Time? My foot!
Please D! He was responding to your every stupid behavior. He never raised his voice against you. He is disturbed with Smirthi's sudden appearance. Give him time to sort it out. Or help him sort it out.
Are you out of your mind? He broke my phone before Smirthi's arrival.
Oops! Forgot about that. He might have had some business tension. Remember you didn’t even see him for 2 days?
Why the hell do you always talk like he did no wrong?
Because You love him, D. You love him like crazy. You always find something to hold on to.
But I also think that he loves her. That is why he didn’t send her away.
That's not true, D. You strongly believe that he loves you.
GOD! Why is he so complicated? Why the hell is he not ready to talk? Or at least let me talk?
Hehe D! The time you guys are together, either he talks like you have nothing to say or he kisses you like there is no tomorrow or he barks at you. Where is the time to talk?
Shut up. Why am I blushing now? I have no timing sense.
Hehe see, You too like his kisses and avoid talking.
Go away, Mindy! You are not helping. Why were they at the hospital yesterday? Is she pregnant with Rishi's baby? OMG NO NO NO NO NO...
Stop it, D. Don't just assume things. You know very well that your husband won’t steep so low. Though he has every right on you, he never pushed you beyond limits. Stop thinking like that. I feel so ashamed of you, D.
Come on, Mindy! What else do you want me to think? I love him so much. I can’t live without him Mindy.
Then work for it, D. Staying at home will not help you win him. He is in Coimbatore. How the hell he did his schooling in Trichy? Is your crush really him? Are you sure you didn’t mistake him for someone else?
God Mindy, Are you for real? You are asking me this dumb question after almost a month of our wedding? What is your problem now? He is my first crush. I'm damn sure.
Come on D. Display the facts. Ravi said Rishi is 27yrs old. But he was in 12th grade when you were in 8th grade. Which means he should be 4yrs elder to you. How the hell is he 6yrs older now?
Wait what? You are right mindy. I should investigate. But he is my man Mindy. I know that much for sure. Those eyes, mindy. I can never forget them. I have to know about him. I have to know about Smirthi. I have to know about their relationship. I have to know the link between Karthik's company and Rishi, Smirthi's relationship. I need answers.
If I can prove her guilty then she will go away leaving my husband to myself. Or if she had valid reasons then I can at least try talking to him about whom he cares for. I mean if he still opts her then I should leave.
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