My First Crush Happened To Be My Hubby! novel Chapter 57

D's PoV

I woke up when my hubby stirred. I squint my eyes to see if he is still sleeping. But he was awake and running his hands in my hair. He was soothing me. I closed my eyes and pretended to sleep. 

When I stopped him yesterday, I really felt bad for him. I knew I made a mistake by playing with his feelings. It was so hard for me to stop too. I pretended to sleep when he came out of the shower last night. I felt very guilty for doing this to him. I thought of just playing with him. But it went out of control. Now I’m sleeping on his chest with his arm wrapped around me and his other hand combing my hair. I feel like home. He kissed me on my head and placed me gently on the pillow and went to the restroom. 

It was a small gesture. But it showed me how much he loves me. I can do anything to be with him. He is mine! Only mine! I joined everyone on the breakfast table. My hubby swallows his breakfast while swallowing me in his eyes. I looked him in the eye, I love it when he looks at me like this. He nodded his head and went to his car to go to his office.

I ran behind him, discarding Ravi's chuckle.

"Rishi!"

He turned to look at me. He raised his eyebrows at me questioningly. I lowered my gaze to the ground.

“Wait, let me talk first. I don’t think any low of you. There is nothing going on between me and Smirthi. You certainly don't have to worry about her. Give me some time to sort things out with her.” he said without a break. I can see that he wanted to tell this to me for so long now.

"um... I'm so sorry for yesterday. I um... I really didn’t mean to hurt you. I was scared. Please, Rishi. I will never do that again. Don't be mad at me please." I told him disregarding everything he said. He said there is nothing going on between them and that is more than enough for me. 

He came to me so close that I could smell his addicting cologne. I held my breath for what to come. He has every right to yell at me for what I did.

"Don't be sorry, baby. I can understand. And don’t stop what you were doing. That was truly out of the world! Instead stop stopping me." he said returning to his cocky nature raising his eyebrows at me.

I blushed hard on what he said.

He winked at me and kissed me on my head and left. I just froze in my place. He is something else. How did he make butterflies when I'm afraid of him yelling at me? Do I really love him as much as he loves me? 

I am happy. No, that is an understatement. He lit up my day! As I am done with the work Karthik gave me and I decided not to go to the office anymore. Ravi's college resumed. Uncle went to the mills. Chinna Anna finished his work and went out to buy groceries. I'm all alone at home. But that doesn't bother me. Nothing can make me sulk today. I'm so happy. 

I saw an old pillow that was torn and the cotton was peeking out. I decided to make a teddy bear out of my pajama top and stuff the cotton into it. I was cutting my pjs top for sewing it into a teddy bear, when I heard a bell. Who might that be at this hour? I went to the door. It was Rohit. What the hell is he doing here at this time? He should have gone to his work, right?

"Hi Rohit! What’s up?" I held him on the doorstep without letting him in. 

"Hi Danya. What are you doing? Are you free? I have something to tell you."

"Um...Just doing something. What is it about Rohit?" I still refused to make way for him.

"Are you not going to let me in?" he asked and I had to let him in.

"um...sorry. Please come in."

"Thanks. Danya, can I have some water?"

"sure." I gave him water and he settled himself on the sofa.

"Danya, I know in what circumstance your wedding happened. I saw your husband with his girlfriend at RS puram yesterday." he said. What is with people like him? Shitting behind and gossiping is all they like and enjoy. I hate them.