My Love My Hatred (Jennie and Lance) novel Chapter 203

My Love My Hatred Chapter 203

At this point, I wasn‘t afraid or sad anymore. I just wanted to leave Lance. I wanted to leave Leo too, I knew he 

didn‘t want o be with me anymore and I also didn‘t have feelings for him anymore. 

“Lance, can we talk decently for once? Let‘s talk about us, and also about everything. No hard feelings, no hate. Just talk about anything, once and for all. Okay?” I sighed. Tears were starting to form in my eyes. I knew what I was about to tell him. 

“Fine. Brother, I need some time alone with Jennie, is that okay?” Lance asked his brother. 

Leo nodded and said, “T‘ll head out for a while.” Finally Free 

And with that, he left the house, leaving me and Lance in his condo. 

Lance pulled my hands and led me to the living hall. We sat on the sofa, facing each other. I took a deep breath and said, “Lance, before I speak, do you have anything you want to tell me?” 

“Yes. Jennie, I really love you, I don‘t care if you trust me or not, but I do! Can you come back with me?” Lance sighed. He seemed to have calmed down, that was quick. 

“Lance, you know after all the years in the Mason‘s family, after what you have done to me, it‘s hard for me to change me impression of you......” 

“I know, Jennie. I know, but for the sake of Lexi, can you put it all behind?” 

“No, Lance. I know, I know that you have been trying to change for me. I could feel it, but it‘s not this easy. You 

Finally Free can‘t just expect me to suddenly fall in love with you just because you confessed your love to me, just because we have a child, just because you‘re trying to change for me. It‘s not that easy.” I said calmly. “I‘ve been hurt way too deep, by you, you brother, your family and even my own mother! There‘s no way that I can just suddenly let it all go and live a normal life, that would be lying to myself.” 

“Jennie, I......” Lance spoke up. 

“No, let me speak.” I cut him off. “You said you love me, but I couldn‘t see anything that shows that you love me. A little bit of anger management, 

controlling your temper around me sometimes and asked for my permission before doing anything to me doesn‘t mean it‘s love. Maybe to you, that‘s love. But to me, that‘s just how a 

Finally Free normal human being should act like. If you really, really have feelings for me and love me with all your heart....” | stopped and took a big breathe before saying the next thing. 

“I know Lexi would be in good hands, you love her so much. You take Finally Free care of her very well and even treat her like your princess. It would be best for her to stay with a single parent who loves her dearly, than to stay in a toxic family.” I explained. “You know it too, we are very toxic in terms of our relationship and our so–called family.” || added.