My Love My Hatred (Jennie and Lance) novel Chapter 204

My Love My Hatred Chapter 204

I stood up too. “Wait, really?” | stopped him before he left. 

“Yes, do whatever you want, go wherever you like. I‘m not going to stop you, just know that you will always have a place in my heart. I love you, Jennie Gomez. Goodbye.” Lance said, but he didn‘t move. He stared at me. 

“Thank you, Lance. I know it is a hard decision but you made the right choice. I really appreciate it, I will come and visit Lexi once in a while, but that doesn‘t mean I‘m here to see you......” | said, my eyes staring at his. I didn‘t want him to get the wrong idea, he 

should know it‘s not that easy to fall for a man who abused me for most of my life. 

Lance nodded and reached out his hands. “Can I get one last hug from you, before you and I leave? I just want a hug.” 

I nodded and walked into his arms. It was only a hug, I thought. Nothing much. But when I walked right into his embrace, I could feel butterflies and bitterness in my stomach. I didn‘t know if I wanted to cry for happiness that I could finally leave, or sadness that I was leaving him. 

(After some time, I only realized that Lexi was not the reason why I was feeling that way......) 

He hugged me tightly and sniffed me. His head was buried in my neck but he didn‘t kiss me. It was a long, long hug. Then he pulled me back and stared at my face. He pushe

my face and tucked it behind my ears, then he said, “Jennie, take care, wherever you are planning to go. I won‘t ask, but can you at least assure me you won‘t try to get a new man in your life?” 

I lowered down my head. “Lance, you know I can‘t promise you that. I‘m not young anymore and I don‘t want to be single forever, I want a nice husband, a nice family too. You can‘t be this selfish.” 

Lance put both his hands on my shoulder and asked me very gently, “Is there really no chance at all of us being together? Even if it means many, many years later? I can‘t imagine you being with another man, while we already have a daughter together!” Lance argued. 

“I can‘t promise you anything. Goodbye Lance Mason. Take care of my 

daughter well. We don‘t owe each other anymore.” I said and got out of his hold. 

“Where are you planning to go?” he asked. I didn‘t tell him because I was afraid that he might come into my life again. 

“I‘m not sure yet. I haven‘t thought about it.” Ilied. I already planned to go to Canada. It was something that I only fantasized but never dared to think about it too much, because I never thought Lance would really let me go this easily, I thought it would be a lot harder than that. Seems like he wasn‘t lying when he said he has feelings for 

1. me. 

I was standing in front him, not doing anything and he suddenly pulled me into his arms once again. Without 

any warning, he kissed me on my lips. It was a pure, pure kiss, no tongue 

Leaving for. 

Leo stared at me with wide eyes. Then, he smiled. “Did brother agree to let you stay with me? Don‘t get me wrong, I just want to make sure you‘re safe, you can stay here.....” 

place.” I cut him off again. “He will take good care of Lexi, she‘s better off with him alone. She wouldn‘t grow up healthily in such a toxic family.” I explained.