My Personal Lycan King novel Chapter 48

ALEXANDER'S POV

"Would you like to wear, the black one or the blue one?" My mom asked me while holding two suits in her hand.

"Choose whatever mom, it's not like these suits are going to make any difference," I said pissed before going out of the room.

Once I was out of my room, the guilt of talking rudely to my mom washed over me, as I hugged before exiting the corridor. But I can't help it either. 

I have been feeling like this for a month now.

It has been exactly a month since I last saw her.

Hunter has shunned me out since he blames me for the reason she left us without saying anything. Neither does he talks to me, nor he comes and takes over my body anymore until it's related to some killing.

He has barred himself from changing into a wolf until a rogue is in the picture. 

He had killed more than 200 rogues in the last month, even going to the extent of venturing out of the boundaries so that he can kill some more and ease his anger.

I didn't stop him either. It was a good way to channel our anger from our mate to those rogues, who was the reason why she got scared and left us in the first place.

"Alpha, the council head is here. He wants to talk to you before the royal ball and crowning ceremony." One of my soldiers said.

"Tell him I'll meet him directly at the ball. If there's anything important then he can talk to my father, I am yet to become the king." I said before going out of the mansion so that I can roam through forests, where memories of Victoria were still embedded deeply.

Today was the throne ceremony. On the day, I'll be announced as the alpha king by my father and will step up the throne in place of my father. 

One month before I was soo happy and excited for this day to come because it's a blessing for an alpha king to take the throne with his queen by his side. I was happy because I had my queen in my arms. 

But then everything has to change.

The initial days when she disappeared like that, was worse. I roamed outside her house for hours, wanting to know why she ran away, but her house was locked. I contacted her aunt Marla who told me she had no idea where she went, which pissed me even more. 

What kind of aunt she was, not knowing where her only niece went? 

Hunter almost had her head, when she said that statement.

College sucked even more than it used to before I had met her. 

All in all, I yearned for her. 

It was okay, if she rejected me, I would've felt the pain, but now that she isn't even in my sight anymore, I feel like a part of me left with her.

'I smelled her. I smelled her presence. She is somewhere near us.' Hunter suddenly said pacing around like a mad wolf.

'Shut up! She is nowhere here. She is just not here, don't you get it?! Didn't she messaged Daniel that she might not continue with the university?' I yelled back at Hunter, feeling agitated by the fact, that he always says the same things whenever I enter here.

I believed him for the first few days, and even searched the whole forest for her, but did I find her? No! Not even a hint that she was here at all! 

"ALEXANDER HUNTER! Where the hell is you?! And what did you tell your mother to make her so sad?!" I heard an angry voice through my mind link.

"I didn't do anything okay! I just said that the color of the clothes won't make any difference to me. Without my mate by my side, I'll just look like any other alpha getting his position." I shouted back, with an equally angry voice, which immediately shut my dad.

He knew something was wrong with me these days and had been bugging me for quite some time. But what should I tell him? That the person who they are going to the throne, was not even able to keep his mate by his side? That he wasn't even able to make a girl fall in love with him?

I mean this wasn't the first time a human girl was a mate, but this was surely the first time where the girl had left without even properly rejecting her counterpart.