My Surprise Mate (Book 1+ 2) novel Chapter 62

I slowly opened my eyes to find myself in a dimly lit room, the sound of hospital monitors softly humming around me.I slowly looked to the right to find Blaze crouched over asleep, his head resting on the side of my bed.

His hair was a mess, and he needed to shave.I smiled to myself as I watched him sleeping.I still am amazed at the fact that he is my mate.

It all makes sense now.

The reason why we were so close when we were smaller and why...as he got older, we grew distant.

It explains why he seemed to always be around, watching me from a distance.

He’s perfect, and I don’t feel that I am good enough for him.

He doesn’t deserve all the drama that comes with being my mate.I wonder if he has ever regretted being my mate...if he ever wished it was someone besides me.

The short conversation I had with the Moon Goddess popped into my head.

I had a choice of what I wanted to do.I can become the Queen and somehow unite all of the species, or I can refuse that role.I don’t know what will happen if I refuse, but I highly doubt it would be anything good.

And, obviously, not everyone will accept me being the Queen, which means they probably won’t accept Blaze as the new King and will challenge him and me.

Would Blaze even want to be the King? The responsibility that will come with that is much more than just being an Alpha.

"Hey, babe....how are you feeling?" Blaze asked, his husky

“How are you? How long was I asleep?"

I responded as I watched him stand and stretch his arms in the air before he leaned over and kissed my forehead softly.

"Never better beautiful," he smiled, "and you were asleep for three days."

My eyes widened slightly in shock; the Moon Goddess wasn’t exaggerating when she said I needed rest, I thought to myself.

Blaze chuckled softly, "I have already let Dr.Hazel know you are awake.She should be here shortly."

I nodded at him in understanding, still distracted by knowing I still had a choice to make.

Blaze sat down beside me once again, "What's wrong?"

I sighed, deciding I should talk to him.I mean, if I choose to become the Queen, then he will need to determine if he is up to be the King.

Might as well get the talk over with now.