My Unforgivable Mate novel Chapter 22

I can feel my heart literally about to burst out my chest as I too take in his scent, the wave has got me almost limp in his grasp. I feel like I'm in cloud nine with him and to be honest I don't want to come back down.

My eyes open to him grabbing my waist and I see myself in the mirror, my eyes fully black with Saint hands on my throat and waist. I look very vulnerable in his arms and don't recognize myself, I'm not one to be vulnerable.

I blink hard suppressing Nia down as far as I can go, which isn't far because the best I can do is make my eyes flicker form grey to black. I don't know why I can't keep control of Nia when he's around and me being here with him isn't going to get me the answer.

I see the door lock through the mirror as Saint's head is still in the nook of my neck, I reach out turning the lock from red to green but also get Saint attention. He turns towards the sound and I take my chance to push him out as hard as I can. He only stumbles back a few steps but it's enough to close the door and lock him out.

"Nadia!" He commands on the other side of the door as I just stare at it. I look back over at myself feeling a little cold now his body warms ain't there no more, no! What am I saying? This isn't me!

You're my mate. Those three words tournament me through the rest of the flight, I can't believe I spent four more hours stuck in a trance of "why?".

Why would he say that to me? We've only talked a handful of times and he's tell me that? Like how can I take him seriously?

I can't be his mate. I won't. I don't want to be with him, he's arrogant and hardheaded. He's a born alpha meaning he needs to be mates with a-no-no-no!! I can't be his mate!

Born alphas have been mated with royal betas for decades, it's practically tradition. My mom was a royal beta and she matted with my father. It's on the rare occasion you find an alpha mated with a human or a witch or even a werecat.

"Nadia!" I turn to Tomas who's watching me carefully with his toothbrush in hand "Did you hear what I said?"