My Unforgivable Mate novel Chapter 22

I can feel my heart literally about to burst out my chest as I too take in his scent, the wave has got me almost limp in his grasp. I feel like I'm in cloud nine with him and to be honest I don't want to come back down.

My eyes open to him grabbing my waist and I see myself in the mirror, my eyes fully black with Saint hands on my throat and waist. I look very vulnerable in his arms and don't recognize myself, I'm not one to be vulnerable.

I blink hard suppressing Nia down as far as I can go, which isn't far because the best I can do is make my eyes flicker form grey to black. I don't know why I can't keep control of Nia when he's around and me being here with him isn't going to get me the answer.

I see the door lock through the mirror as Saint's head is still in the nook of my neck, I reach out turning the lock from red to green but also get Saint attention. He turns towards the sound and I take my chance to push him out as hard as I can. He only stumbles back a few steps but it's enough to close the door and lock him out.

"Nadia!" He commands on the other side of the door as I just stare at it. I look back over at myself feeling a little cold now his body warms ain't there no more, no! What am I saying? This isn't me!

You're my mate. Those three words tournament me through the rest of the flight, I can't believe I spent four more hours stuck in a trance of "why?".

Why would he say that to me? We've only talked a handful of times and he's tell me that? Like how can I take him seriously?

I can't be his mate. I won't. I don't want to be with him, he's arrogant and hardheaded. He's a born alpha meaning he needs to be mates with a-no-no-no!! I can't be his mate!

Born alphas have been mated with royal betas for decades, it's practically tradition. My mom was a royal beta and she matted with my father. It's on the rare occasion you find an alpha mated with a human or a witch or even a werecat.

"Nadia!" I turn to Tomas who's watching me carefully with his toothbrush in hand "Did you hear what I said?"

I let the time pass by watching families play in the ocean, couple walk by holding hands, brothers annoy their sisters and mothers and father look at each other in love. Even the sun starts to set and I just sit watching it.

I watch the sun get lower as it creates a beautiful Cotten Candy collage as it does so, it doesn't take long for the sun to go and the street lights to come on. I finally get up after doing what feel like hours of thinking.

I go back into my suite and start to strip putting mosquito repellent, take off my traveling clothes then open my duffel bag taking out a white matching bikini top. I put it on and realize it has a cute bow at the front, I pull a grey cardigan out and decide to just put my shorts back on.

I take out my fathers master card and put it in my back pocket then do the same with my suite card, I grab my phone and put it in my left empty back pocket then put my chapstick in my front pocket. I grab some sandals and put them on.

I take my hair ponytail tail out and quickly brush through it, I've spent long enough with it in a ponytail so I decided to leave it drop to my waist. I start closing my shades making sure to lock my balcony door before I leave.