My Unforgivable Mate novel Chapter 7

I just need to clear my head, give me an hour or two and I'll be good. I'm not mad, even if I was I wouldn't know why. If anything this doesn't even make sense to me.

Why does Sai-Malic have a certain smell that Tomas doesn't have, what kind of alpha cologne is he wearing? And why the hell does Nia act up with she smells or is near him? And it's the fact that I can't ask for help because I don't even know what I'm feeling.

It's gotta be because he's drop dead gorgeous, like who wouldn't fall for a brunette, blue eyed, tall, muscular man like Sai-Malic! Malic for universe sake!

You know what? He said don't say Saint in my life, he never mentioned I can't think it. So it technically works, now I just have to make sure I don't slip up when he's around.

Still with no understanding of what I feel I make my way back to school to see its lunch time, I get off my bike and go on my hunt to find Tomas.

"Are you done?" I walk up to him, he looks up at me from his phone.

"Done with what?" He asks as I sit to level him.

"Being a bitch."

"Do you mean that as an insult?"

"Can you just tell me what I did wrong so I can apologize?" I sigh as his green eyes search mine "Come on! The silent treatment really isn't good for me!"

"You didn't do anything wrong," he finally tells me "you would know that if you were in last period."

"Yeah...I had a situation. Plus non of my teachers notice me so," I shrug.

"Did you get a letter? About the trip?" He changes subjects and I nod "Are you going?"

"Maybe, what is it even about?"

"Just camping I think, I'm going."