My Unforgivable Mate novel Chapter 7

I just need to clear my head, give me an hour or two and I'll be good. I'm not mad, even if I was I wouldn't know why. If anything this doesn't even make sense to me.

Why does Sai-Malic have a certain smell that Tomas doesn't have, what kind of alpha cologne is he wearing? And why the hell does Nia act up with she smells or is near him? And it's the fact that I can't ask for help because I don't even know what I'm feeling.

It's gotta be because he's drop dead gorgeous, like who wouldn't fall for a brunette, blue eyed, tall, muscular man like Sai-Malic! Malic for universe sake!

You know what? He said don't say Saint in my life, he never mentioned I can't think it. So it technically works, now I just have to make sure I don't slip up when he's around.

Still with no understanding of what I feel I make my way back to school to see its lunch time, I get off my bike and go on my hunt to find Tomas.

"Are you done?" I walk up to him, he looks up at me from his phone.

"Done with what?" He asks as I sit to level him.

"Being a bitch."

"Do you mean that as an insult?"

"Can you just tell me what I did wrong so I can apologize?" I sigh as his green eyes search mine "Come on! The silent treatment really isn't good for me!"

"You didn't do anything wrong," he finally tells me "you would know that if you were in last period."

"Yeah...I had a situation. Plus non of my teachers notice me so," I shrug.

"Did you get a letter? About the trip?" He changes subjects and I nod "Are you going?"

"Maybe, what is it even about?"

"Just camping I think, I'm going."

"Good." He keeps tapping on his phone and I look back at the field of kids, I take my hair out just to redo the low ponytail it was in then pull out to ear pieces. I lean back on my elbows looking out at the kids playing.

I've never been one for big friendships groups, maybe it's because I'm not the friendly type but I don't know. Every school I went too, I would either be alone or be stuck with a bitchy guide, at least Tomas isn't bitchy.

I remember having one childhood friend when I was around fifteen, we were best friends and would do anything and everything together. People would think we were dating but we honestly were just friends, he was a year older then me and looked out for me.

Kiaza was this tall masculine figure and that's a compliment because he is human, he had pale skin with dark hair and light eyes. Hazel maybe? I don't really know, his eyes would change according to the weather, at least that's what he told me.

His intentions were always pure and he got in the habit of asking me before doing something, well more like asking me to come so I'm not left alone. Unfortunately, Bailey used to get picked on and I wasn't for it.

Believe me when I say that I stalled as much as I can, but when people push your buttons you're bound to explode right? Well that's what happened. Bailey's bully got what was coming for her and it was just unfortunate that I was the 'messenger'.

When I came home with bloody knuckles Kiaza was not happy, in fact he just went on and on about how it was inappropriate for me to be fighting kids. His lectures went on to last me decades and when he finally stopped he just stared at me, I finally had the chance to apologize so I took it.