Chapter 48: Picking The Pieces Of Her Life
Sedona’s POV
The room was very quiet.
Rachel’s eyes were bright with unshed tears. “Sedona. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry you went through that alone.”
“I wasn’t alone at the end. Cameron found me. Or I found him, I guess. I called him when I-” I stopped, realizing I’d almost revealed the cancer diagnosis, which I’d been carefully avoiding, because I didn’t want them to know yet. “When I needed help.”
“And your son,” Enzo said carefully, speaking up since the story started. “Nick. You left him with Logan?”
The question hurt in a specific way that had no way for me to deal with it. It was still a sore wound, one that I was actively managing as I nodded my head.
“He didn’t want me as his mum anymore. He made that very clear. And I didn’t want to force a child who hated me to-” I stopped again, fighting for control as I exhaled before continuing.
“I gave Logan full custody. I signed away my parental rights. It was the clean break everyone wanted, and I was getting worse with each passing day, so it seemed like the right thing to do.”
“But what about what you wanted?” Rachel’s voice was fierce suddenly, anger warring inside her as she gritted her teeth and clenched her fists.
“What about your rights as his mother? What about the fact that you spent three years keeping him alive and you deserved better than just being known as a nuisance nobody wanted anymore and then being erased from his life?”
“It doesn’t matter what I wanted,” I said. “Nick is better off with Logan and Catherine. That is the simple truth, I am dealing with facts and not emotions. They can give him everything I couldn’t-stability, happiness, a mother who doesn’t make him feel like he’s being suffocated.”
“That’s not true-”
“Rachel.” I looked at her directly. “I need you to hear this. I need you to understand. I made the choice that was right for Nick. Not the choice that was easy for me, or the choice that made me feel good about myself. I made the choice that protected him from having to watch his mother-” I stopped, catching myself again.
Rachel and Enzo were both watching me with expressions that suggested they’d caught what I hadn’t said.


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