Chapter 217 Love Birds
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He was shivering so badly, his teeth were making clanging sounds, and the sight of him like this broke my heart. He looked so out of it that he had sneezed over a hundred times in the past few minutes that he had been inside here.
“Why did you stand under the rain, Sebastian?” he gave me a pointed look for calling him by his name, but ignored it because he had called me by my name yesterday before he went out. Payback was a petty bitch.
“I needed you. I couldn’t go anywhere without you safely with me, so I just stood there. I didn’t know where to go.” He said.
“You could have gone home, you know,” I said.
“It’s not a home without you,” he said, sneezing again.
I turned the heat controller all the way up; he needed to get warm to get better. If I could light a fire here that’ll keep him warmer,
I’d do it.
“Im so sorry. I shouldn’t have left you like that. I was so scared, I know it’s not an excuse, but I was so scared that something would happen. Firstly, I didn’t want kids; secondly, I was scared that the baby would take you away from me, and thirdly, I googled the pain from childbirth; over fifty percent of women die from giving birth. I can’t stay in this world without you. We have to be together, so if you were to die while giving birth and the baby stays alive, best believe that I’ll be coming after you. Everything just came together, and it made me feel overwhelmed. I’m so sorry. I know it was wrong,” he said.
“I know you didn’t want kids, but we planned that I would never get pregnant. I was ready to do that with you, but after I got pregnant, you know me, I’ll never abort a child. My moral compass won’t allow me to do it. And how will our baby take me away from you? What does that even mean? I was confused the night you came home drunk and whispered these things to my stomach, saying things like the baby will take me away, Sebastian, do you know how much I love you? Do you know how dependent I am on you? Do you know that you’ve spoilt me so much that I can’t do anything without you? So, with how dependent I am on you, how will I ever handle this pregnancy alone? Even when the child is born, I’ll always need you beside me, because I’m just a lady that you’ve turned into your baby, and I can’t do anything without you. Do you understand that?”
“I can’t. Do you know how those twelve hours that you didn’t talk to me felt like? Do you know how my mind was going wild? I couldn’t even do the simplest thing without calling your name, and then remembering that you left me all alone. You don’t understand how deep I am into this, you don’t, and it hurts me. And you left me, you left me to handle everything alone, do you know that we have never gone that long without seeing each other or talking to each other? You’re always carrying me around with you, and then you left me behind, just like that.” My voice broke at the end.
“Im so sorry, baby. It was extremely selfish of me to do that. We are both responsible for this. Scratch that, I am mostly responsible for this, so I shouldn’t have left you alone. We should have handled this together and figured out how to approach it. I’m so sorry,” he said and sneezed again.
“And about the rate of women who die, that can’t be controlled. It can’t, it’s nature taking its course, and I’m telling you if anything happens to me during childbirth and you decide that you are not going to stay behind and take care of our child, I’m going to hate you forever in the afterlife.” I said.
“You can’t ask that of me, babe, it’s a big ask. Are you trying to kill me? Do you know what living without you for the past few hours has done to my life? My life span literally went down by 100 years. I refuse to talk about it if you leave me all alone in this world and then leave me a reminder of you. Nope, I’m not doing that,” he said, his voice strong.
I didn’t even want to think about that type of situation.
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Chapter 217 Love Birdy
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