Hate Me Like You Love Me (Serena and Caleb) novel Chapter 110

Serena’s POV

Finals week descends on campus, and suddenly nobody has time to care about who's sleeping with their stepbrother when organic chemistry is threatening to destroy their GPA.

The shift happens gradually, the way a bruise fades — you don't notice the exact moment the purple turns yellow, but one morning you look down and the worst of it has passed.

Caleb's hand finds mine as we cross the quad, his fingers threading through my own with the casual certainty of someone who's done this a hundred times.

He hasn't, though. Not in the open, not where anyone with a phone camera could document it. But his grip doesn't waver, and neither does his stride, and I realize this is what courage looks like when it's finished being loud — quiet, steady, refusing to let go.

"You're squeezing my hand like you're trying to juice it," he says, not breaking pace.

"Maybe I am. Maybe I'm testing your pain tolerance."

"Survived my father's custody hearing. Your grip strength is adorable by comparison."

A girl from my Constitutional Law section glances at us as she passes, her eyes dropping to our joined hands before darting away. I wait for the familiar clench of shame in my stomach.

It doesn't come.

"That's the third person who's pretended they didn't see us," Mia announces from my left side, where she's been marching like a Secret Service agent with a personal vendetta.

"I'm keeping count. Yesterday's stare-to-indifference ratio was one in four. Today we're at one in nine."

"You're literally tracking this?" Caleb leans forward to look past me at her.

"I made a spreadsheet. Categories include 'Hostile Stare,' 'Curious Glance,' 'Couldn't Care Less,' and my personal favorite, 'Too Busy Failing Midterms to Judge.'"

"That last category must be doing well this week," I say.

"It's the clear frontrunner. Turns out academic panic is a powerful antidote to moral outrage."

A guy in a lacrosse jersey opens his mouth as he approaches, and Mia pivots toward him with a look that could strip paint. He closes his mouth and keeps walking.

"What were you going to do if he actually said something?" Caleb asks.

"Violence." Mia doesn't miss a beat. "Targeted, proportional violence."

"She's been practicing her intimidation face in the mirror," I tell him. "There are exercises involved."

"Jaw clenching is an underrated skill," Mia says, entirely serious. "Most people neglect their masseter muscles."

Caleb laughs — not the dark, sharp-edged version he used to weaponize, but the real one that softens the lines around his eyes and makes him look like the boy in that photograph Shane found in his racing jacket.

The warmth of it settles beneath my ribs, in a space that used to hold nothing but dread.

We reach the humanities building and Mia peels off toward her sociology lecture with a pointed finger aimed at both of us. "Stay visible. Stay boring. Boring is the endgame."

"Boring," Caleb repeats as she disappears through the glass doors. "That's aspirational."

"For us? It's revolutionary."

He pulls me closer by our joined hands, pressing his mouth against my temple in a kiss so casual it aches. "See you after class."

"Don't start fights with anyone while I'm gone."

"Define 'anyone.'"

"The one where everything else tastes like the Reagan administration?"

She laughs again. "That's the one."

After we hang up, I sit with my phone in my lap and let campus noise wash over me — footsteps, conversations, the distant thud of music from someone's dorm window. All of it ordinary. All of it exactly what I spent months thinking I'd never have again.

The mailbox is an afterthought on my walk home — I check it out of habit more than expectation.

Three pieces of junk mail. A campus newsletter I never signed up for. And beneath them, a cream-colored envelope with the weight of paper that costs more per sheet than my textbooks.

The return address reads Whitfield and Associates, Estate Law.

My mother's attorney.

I turn the envelope over, my thumb tracing the embossed letterhead. The letter inside is brief, formal, carrying the measured language of someone trained to deliver complicated news simply.

Dear Ms. Lakin, this letter is to inform you that certain provisions of the Elizabeth Lakin Irrevocable Trust require your review and acknowledgment prior to your twenty-first birthday...

My twenty-first birthday is in six weeks.

My mother left me more than grief and a locket and the memory of a woman who deserved decades she didn't get. She left instructions. A trust I didn't know existed, reaching across the years like a hand extended from somewhere I can no longer follow.

I press the letter against my chest and close my eyes, and for a moment I swear I can smell her perfume — lavender and vanilla, fading but present, the way she always is.

What did you leave me, Mom?

The letter doesn't answer. But the attorney's office number is printed at the bottom, the appointment circled in red ink, and whatever Elizabeth Lakin planned for her daughter's future has been waiting patiently for me to be ready to receive it.