Hate Me Like You Love Me (Serena and Caleb) novel Chapter 57

Caleb’s POV

The ghosts of who we used to love have a way of reminding us who we’ve become.

Rachel calls while I’m staring at the ceiling of my bedroom, counting the cracks in the plaster like they might spell out answers to questions I don’t know how to ask.

Her voice carries an urgency that cuts through my fog of self-pity. “I need to see you. Can you meet me at the coffee shop?”

“When?”

“Now, if possible. I found something.”

I’m in my car before she finishes the sentence.

The coffee shop is the same quiet corner establishment we used before—tucked away from main streets, anonymous, safe from anyone who might recognize us and draw conclusions.

Rachel is already seated when I arrive, her hands wrapped around a ceramic mug, her posture different than I remember from our last meeting.

She looks less fragile. The hunted quality that clung to her during Lucas’s visit has been replaced by something sharper, more focused.

There’s determination in the set of her shoulders, a clarity in her green eyes that wasn’t there weeks ago.

“Thanks for coming.” She gestures to the seat across from her. “I ordered you a black coffee. I remembered you hate cream.”

“You said you found something.” I slide into the chair, ignoring the drink. “What is it?”

Rachel takes a slow breath, organizing her thoughts. “I’ve been doing research. Quietly, carefully—nothing that would tip Lucas off. I’ve been reaching out to other women from his orbit.”

“What kind of women?”

“Girls he dated. Girls he pursued at parties. Girls who were part of his social circle one semester and then vanished without explanation the next.”

Her fingers tighten around her mug.

“Most of them didn’t respond to my messages. A few refused to talk, said they’d moved on and didn’t want to dredge up the past.”

“But?”

“But one of them did.”

Rachel’s gaze locks onto mine with an intensity that makes my chest tighten.

“A girl from Whitmore University. Her name is Jessica. Two years ago, she had an experience with Lucas that sounds eerily familiar.”

I lean forward, my untouched coffee forgotten. “Tell me.”

“A party at a fraternity house. Lucas cornered her in a bedroom when no one was watching. He was charming at first, then insistent, then aggressive when she tried to leave.”

Rachel’s voice stays steady, but I can hear the echoes of her own trauma underneath the words.

“She managed to get away before he could finish what he started, but barely.”

“Did she report it?”

“She tried, but the Bennett family lawyers descended on her campus within forty-eight hours.”

Rachel’s laugh comes out bitter.

“They threatened her academic standing, her reputation, and her family’s finances. Her father worked for a company that did business with Bennett’s firm—suddenly his job was at risk.”

The pattern clicks into place like tumblers in a lock. “They silenced her.”

“Just like they silenced me. Just like they tried to silence Serena.”

Rachel reaches into her bag and pulls out a folder thick with papers.

“I’ve been documenting everything, Caleb. Names, dates, locations, patterns of behavior. Lucas has done this before—multiple times, to multiple women. And he’ll keep doing it unless someone stops him.”

I stare at the folder like it might contain a bomb. In some ways, it does.

“This could be exactly what we need.” The hope blooms cautiously in my chest. “If we can prove a pattern, if other victims come forward…”

“It could also blow up in everyone’s faces.”

Rachel sets the folder on the table between us.

She’s trapped. Lucas has something on her, and she won’t tell me what.

“Rachel…”

“I’m not pressuring you.” She holds up a hand to stop whatever I was about to say. “I know things are complicated. I know there’s history between us that didn’t end well. I just wanted to be honest about where I’m at.”

I stare at her—this woman I once loved, who once loved me back with a simplicity I took for granted.

I remember lazy Sunday mornings in her apartment, laughing at terrible movies, feeling like maybe I could be someone worthy of being loved.

Before Lucas destroyed what we had. Before I let my own demons drive her away.

Part of me genuinely cares about her. I carry guilt for how things ended, for the role I played in her pain, for not protecting her when she needed it most.

She represents the road not taken. The uncomplicated love that would have made everyone happy—no forbidden feelings, no family scandal, no impossible choices tearing me apart from the inside.

Say something. Tell her the truth. Tell her you’re in love with your stepsister and there’s no room in your chest for anyone else.

But the words don’t come.

Instead, I reach across the table and squeeze her hand. “Thank you for being honest with me. That takes courage.”

Her fingers curl around mine, hopeful. “Does that mean…”

“It means I don’t know what it means.” I pull my hand back gently. “There’s a lot happening right now. I need to figure some things out before I can answer questions like that.”

Rachel nods, accepting the non-answer with more grace than I deserve. “I understand. Just… don’t disappear on me this time, okay?”

“I won’t.”

I leave the coffee shop with the folder heavy inside my jacket and an ambiguity hanging in the air between us that feels dangerous.

I’m playing with fire. But lately, that seems to be the only thing I know how to do.