Hate Me Like You Love Me (Serena and Caleb) novel Chapter 82

Serena’s POV

I've been staring at the anonymous text for three hours now, thumb hovering over the screen like the words might rearrange themselves into a different meaning if I give them enough time.

‘Your stepbrother isn't the only secret your family has been keeping. Ask your father about the life insurance policy.’

The sentences sit on my phone with the casual destructiveness of a grenade with the pin already pulled.

I find my father in his study, the door half-open, his reading glasses perched on the bridge of his nose as he reviews legal correspondence.

The desk lamp casts warm light across his face, highlighting the new creases around his eyes that weren't there six months ago.

"Dad, we need to talk."

He looks up, and the wariness that crosses his features tells me more than any confession could.

It's the expression of a man who's been waiting for a knock he hoped would never come.

"Of course, sweetheart." He removes his glasses, folds them carefully, sets them on the desk. Every movement deliberate, measured, buying himself seconds. "What's on your mind?"

I hold up my phone, screen facing him. "Someone sent me this. An anonymous number."

He reads the text. The color drains from his face in stages, starting at his forehead and working its way down.

"Who sent this to you?"

"That's not the question I'm asking." I lower the phone and set it on his desk between us. "Was there a life insurance policy when Mom died?"

My father's hands flatten against the desk surface, fingers spread wide, pressing into the wood as if he needs the solid surface to anchor him.

"Serena, it's not as simple as—"

"Was there a policy? Yes or no."

"Yes." The word comes out hoarse. "There was a life insurance policy. Your mother and I both carried them. It's what responsible parents do."

"And the payout?"

He pushes back from the desk and moves to the window, his back to me. I recognize the posture, the way he turns away when the truth is too heavy to deliver face-to-face.

"The majority went into a trust for your education," he says carefully. "Your mother was very specific about that. She wanted to make sure you would have every opportunity she could give you, no matter what happened."

"And the rest?"

When he turns around, his eyes are wet, and the grief in them is so old and so deep that it almost makes me stop pushing. Almost.

"The rest was used to help us transition into our new life."

Each word lands with the reluctance of a man pulling teeth from his own mouth.

"After your mother passed, the house needed work. There were debts from medical bills that insurance didn't cover. And when Catherine and I decided to get married, some of that money went toward the renovations, the wedding, building a home where two families could become one."

The room tilts. Not dramatically, not the kind of dizziness that makes you grab the nearest surface.

It's subtler, a shift in the foundation beneath my feet, the realization that the ground I've been standing on was never as solid as I believed.

The words are barely audible. My voice has retreated somewhere deep inside my chest, curling into itself.

"Serena, please don't leave like this."

But I'm already moving toward the door, my body operating on autopilot while my mind processes the arithmetic of grief, a mother's death converted into dollars, dollars converted into a new beginning I never asked for.

I don't remember getting into my car. I don't remember pulling out of the driveway or turning onto the road that leads past the newer developments and into the stretch of woods that most people drive through without a second glance.

My hands grip the steering wheel hard enough to make my fingers ache, and the tears I refused to let fall in my father's study stream freely down my cheeks.

The clearing opens up through the trees the way it always does, the old oak standing at its center with patient permanence, the swing hanging from its lowest branch.

I park and walk through the underbrush on legs that feel borrowed, each step carrying me further from the house where my mother's memory lives in renovated rooms paid for by her absence.

The swing comes into view, and I stop.

A piece of paper is pinned to the rope, fluttering in the late afternoon breeze. I reach for it with trembling fingers, unpin it, unfold it carefully.

Caleb's handwriting. I'd recognize it anywhere, the sharp angles of his letters, the way his words slant slightly to the right as if they're always leaning toward the next thing he wants to say.

Five words, written in black ink on torn notebook paper.

"I'll always find you here."

Five words, and somehow he's managed to give me the only thing I needed—proof that I'm not navigating this wreckage alone.