Chapter 241
İsabella’s POV
Seeing that single tear slip down his face hurt me more than I had expected it to. Not because Dominic never cried. He
I’d seen him cry after we lost Aspen. I’d watched him break down in the hospital, apologizing over and over again as thou saying he was sorry enough times could somehow undo what had happened.
But this felt different.
Those tears had been born from grief.
This one was born from acceptance.
He knew that I wasn’t changing my mind.
For a long moment, he simply stood there looking at me, his eyes glistening beneath the afternoon sun. There was no ang in them. No resentment. No accusation. Only sadness, the kind that settled quietly into a person’s bones.
When he finally spoke, his voice was almost startlingly calm. “You know,” he started, letting out a quiet breath, the corners his mouth lifting into a faint, almost self-deprecating smile. “I spent most of my life believing that loving someone meant protecting them.”
He looked away briefly, watching a family walk past us with a little girl perched happily on her father’s shoulders.
“I thought it meant making the difficult decisions for them. I thought it meant carrying every burden myself so the people l loved never had to.” His gaze returned to mine. “And then I met you.”
I felt my throat tighten.
“And you ruined every definition I’d ever had.” A tiny laugh escaped him but it was tired and broken. “But I’m grateful that you did.”
He took one slow step closer.
“You taught me that love isn’t about deciding what’s best for someone else. It’s about respecting them enough to let them decide for themselves.” He smiled sadly. “You taught me how to apologize. How to listen. How to admit when I was wrong. You taught me that strength isn’t measured by how many people fear you. It’s measured by how gently you can hold the people you love.”
I closed my eyes for a brief moment, because every single word hurt, not in a cruel way but in the way truth often did.
“When I look back now,” he continued quietly, “I realize that every good thing I’ve become over the last few yearz has somehow started with you.”
His smile grew warmer.
“I became a better father because I watched you love Mateo. I became a better son because I watched the way you treated my mother. I became a better man because every time I hurt you, you somehow still found compassion before hatred.”
Fresh tears blurred my vision.
“I don’t deserve that kind of grace,” he admitted, shaking his head.
“You did,” I whispered.
He shook his head. “No, don’t sugarcoat it. I know I probably never will. You’ve given me way more chances than I ever
deserved.”
Silence settled between us again, this time it wasn’t uncomfortable. It simply felt final.
“I want to ask you to stay.” His admission was almost painfully honest. “God, every selfish part of me wants to lock every airport in Italy.”
I couldn’t help smiling through my tears. He noticed and his own smile answered mine.
“But that would’ve been the old me.” He reached out hesitantly before gently taking my hands into his, hs palms warm, familiar, like home.
“And if everything you’ve taught me has meant anything,” his thumbs brushed slowly across my knuckles. “then I have to you make this choice.”
The tears I’d been trying so hard to contain slipped free.
“I don’t want you to go, Isabella.” His voice cracked for the first time. “I don’t think I’ll ever stop wanting you.”
He swallowed hard.
“But I love you enough not to make you stay.”
The words shattered something inside me.
Because years ago, hell, even a few months ago Dominic would’ve locked every door, if only to show that he could. He would’ve surrounded me with guards. He would’ve convinced himself it was for my own good.
The man standing in front of me now was doing the exact opposite.
He was breaking his own heart because he loved me enough to respect mine.
“I won’t ask you to wait for me anymore.” He smiled sadly. “I’ve asked enough of you already. You’ve spent more than enoug time giving me chances. Enough time believing in me when I hadn’t even learned how to believe in myself. You waited while I made mistake after mistake. You forgave things that most people never would have.”
“And every single time,” His eyes filled again. “you gave me far more patience than I had any right to ask for.”
He lowered his gaze briefly before looking back at me. “So I’m done asking for more.”
Then he took a deep breath. “If one day…..if one day I really do become free of all of this,” His eyes searched mine with heartbreaking hope. “and if, by some miracle, there is still the tiniest place in your life where you’ll allow me to exist-it doesn’t have to be as your husband, it doesn’t even have to be as the man you love-if all you’ll ever let me be is the father of your son, I’ll spend the rest of my life being grateful for that.”
A sob escaped me before I could stop it.
He gently lifted one hand and brushed away the tears from my cheek with his thumb.
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