I take a sip to hide my reaction.
“So,” I say. “Questions.”
Barric leans against the counter across from me.
“Go ahead.”
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I consider carefully.
Then ask the one that’s been circling my brain since I arrived.
“What is this place really? Is everyone here related or just part of the cool kids club?”
He doesn’t answer right away.
“This compound,” I continue, “is a community. Before the town existed, our ancestors were in a village
together. Most of the people here are family and friends living on loans passed down through generations.”
His words are meant to put me at ease. A neat little story wrapped in a pretty bow. Easy to believe.
If only I could.
My eyes narrow slightly. “Except for Liam. Is he the only one not part of this…village, who lives here?”
Barric studies me.
“There are a few. But people rarely leave their homes, so there isn’t much new blood around here,” he
finally says.
“Lucky Liam.”
“Very.” He takes a sip of his tea.
I sigh.
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His eyes glint.
“My turn.”
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“Alright, shoot. What do you have for me?”
“Why do you give Liam a hard time?” The question lands heavier than I expected.
I stare into my tea. All the ways I could answer this question flash in my mind. Rage, fear, abandonment,
loneliness… all facets of a much bigger series of events.
I could give Barric my thorns, but what’s the point? I’m leaving tomorrow anyway.
So instead, I choose vulnerability. “…Because Liam was the only thing keeping our family together, and
when he left, he took everything with him. The calm, the laughter, the stability. Mom and I were two
negative charges waiting to implode.”
Barric’s silence isn’t filled with pity; it’s filled with understanding. A knowing that the words need space to
exist between us before whatever comes next.
“Do you hate him?” he presses.
I exhale slowly. “No, I don’t hate him. He’s my brother. That’s what makes him want me to be hurt so much.
I left because my mom wanted me gone, and now he does too.” I play with the handle of my mug. “I just
need to accept it and maybe leave here with a better understanding of what happened to my mom.
Something about it all, it just doesn’t feel right.”
I look up from the warm liquid, and his eyes flash. A Starfall of gold.
I blink.
I must be more tired than I thought.
“Theo shouldn’t have said that to you, that you and your brother don’t fit,” he says out of nowhere.
“How do you know about that?”
He shrugs a muscled shoulder and sips. “Word gets around.”
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“Ah. Well, thank you for that, but you don’t need to apologize for anyone.”
“I widdle.” He says plainly.
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For a moment ai don’t put together his words. When they finally do process, I look over at the pile of wood,
and a small smile draws my lips into a smile.
“Where are your finished pieces?” I venture.
“I keep them in my shed.”
We talked about his art. About the subjects he prefers and how he got started.
At some point, I realize something unsettling.
I’m… comfortable.
With him.
The kettle empties.
The tea goes cold.
And eventually Barric glances at the clock on the wall.
“It’s late.”
I nod.
He walks me back to the guest room.
At the door, he pauses.
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