Chapter 13
Kilhan
She was on his lap and kissing him. And the fucker was kissing her righ back. Hell he wasn’t even kissing her, he was devouring/her like she was the best thing he had ever tasted.
Which I kind of understood because I remembered the taste of her lips. The strawberry flavoured lipgloss she always wore fucking
haunted me in the shower every day.
Because as much as I hated her for what she had done to me, there would always be a massive part of me that still loved her.
Not that I would ever admit that to anyone. Lottie had ruined my life and shit like that could never be forgiven.
From my place smoking a ciggerette in the tree line I watched him kiss her again and jealousy like a green eyed monster flared to life in my chest. Flicking the cigarette away I forced myself to calm down before I did something stupid like blow my cover and pound the face of my best friend and sometime lover with my fists.
That’s when the crash sounded. Turning my head sharply I saw a dark shadow run down the drive and in the next second Xander appeared in the open doorway. Illumauted by the orange light behind him he looked like some kind of leather clad avenging angel.
He looked left and right, and then took off down the drive as well.
I wasn’t far behind.
I got to the road first and he skidded to a halt when he saw me. “Irish?”
Pointing down to the tail lights of a retreating car, I kicked at astone with the toe of my boot.”Black car, i didnt get the plates.”
“What are you doing here Irish?” there was actually a note of accusation in his vocie like he thought it was me who had tossed the brick through her window.
I might have been tempted but I hadnt done it.
Part of me wished I had though because if I had to watch them kissing for another second I would have combusted.
“Saw your bike.” I lied easily. “I was just coming to find you when that asshole,” I tapped a ciggerette out even though I had just put one out. “Wasn’t a surprise to find you here.”I added and hated the jealous twang to my voice.
Xanders eyes blazed. Knocking the unlit cigarette from my hand he galred. “What’s that meant to mean?”
Steadily I stared back at him without finching.Xander was a giant of a man but he didn’t frighten me. In the years I’d spent in jail I had dealt wih men with absolutely no morals. Men who enoyed the pain and suffering of others.
Xander wasnt like that.
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He might look mean, and he had a violent streak but on the whole he was a teddy bear of a man.
“Well?” he grtted out through his clenched teeth.
“You like her.” I countered before I could stop myself.
We stood there, not even a foot of spce between us and our eyes clashed.
“Fuck me irish.”He threw back his head and laughed. A great booming sound that echoed through the dusk air. “You’re jealous
aren’t you.?
Bristling, I squared my shoulders and shot him a look that would have silenced any other man.
Xander just continued to laugh. “Is it because you want her or because you think me wantiing her will change things between us
“It’s none of those things” I swore long and low under my breath. “I just dont trust her.”
Too late I realised what I had said. Xanders laughter died. The slence that folowed was deafening.
“Why dont you trust her?” he asked in his calm voice. “Do you know her?”
“It is just a feeling.” I shook my head.
“Well fuck your feelings, Lottie is amazing, if you would give her a chance you would see that.” he took a step forward. “Stop letting your jealousy get in the way of a good thingg.”
Xnaders hand reached for my face, his fingers brushed against the stubble that pepepred my cheek and before I knew it I leant into
his hand and closed my eyes.
“You know how i feel-”
My eyes flew open. “I know.”
And I did know. Our reationnship wasnt exactly a secret but the boys in the club didnt talk about it and we didnt flaunt it. Always taking a woman with us was our way of keeping the gossip at bay but we both loved women as well so it wasnt exactly a chore.
“Just give her a chance, if you don’t like her then fine.” he took another step forward. And this time I didnt back up. “But you might
like her. She could be perfect for us.”
I blinked in shock. holy fucking shit he wanst just talking about fucking her, he was talking about her being with us regulary.
“Or I could just see her separately. It’s really not a big deal, it’s not like we are an actual couple Irish. We just have fun sometimes.”
Xander wanted Lottie, holy fuck he wanted her. He wouldn’t be talking like this if he didnt. It was because he didn’t know who she was to me. He was falling under her spell just like I had years ago.
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