My Cursed Sadistic Alpha Sebastian's Curse novel Chapter 18

Athena

When I got back into the room, bracing myself for the worst it turned out that the worst I have been expecting was yet to happen. The sound of the shower running coming from the bathroom told me that Sebastian was inside.

As my stare fell on the bed, I noticed that the bed sheets have been changed. Perhaps when I was out, he called a maid and made her do it. At least this was considerate of him to do so but I doubted that he did that for me, he might have his own reasons.

I was aware that Sebastian does not want to make anything easy for me.

Sighing, I walked and took a seat on the couch, looking outside at the sky as the white clouds scatter everywhere within the blue.

I was not going to succeed in bringing Sebastian back if I turn to be unable to push away my fears. I needed to look past every cruel thing he did, and that was the hardest part.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, trying to calm my racing heart down when suddenly the sound shower stopped and the bathroom door opened.

I swallowed the gasp that was on the verge to leave my mouth and stood up from my place in reflex.

Sebastian walked out of the bathroom with only a towel wrapped around his waist that hung dangerously low to his V. His blue eyes looked right through my soul like every other time when he looked at me, Pushing his wet hair back he walked towards me whilst I found me involuntarily taking a few steps backwards.

Watching him felt like I was looking at a beautiful disaster that'd destroy me very soon.

My back hit the wall and this was when I knew that I was trapped.

He rested his hands on either side of my waist, pressing me further against the wall, I held my breath still and looked away from him, I did not want to inhale Celine's scent that might still remain on him, it was my mere attempt to save myself from the torment.

"Have you ever realized how weak you are, Athena?" His question took me off-guard and this time my gaze shifted back to him.

"The one whose eyes tell their emotions, is the weakest among all," He said, "Because people can read their weaknesses, they can find ways to destroy them and in the end, they succeed."

"But what would you call the one who hides in fear?" It automatically left my mouth and this time I noticed Sebastian's expression change even if it was so slight that it could easily miss anyone's eyes.

"They are more ruined than anyone else in the world, Sebastian. Because they are hiding from the light in the fear of getting burned when it's not the light that will hurt them, it's the same darkness that comes after it and the very same darkness they think will save them. It's not emotions that make us weak, it's our fear to face it that does."

I did not how I had expected him to react but it was certainly not the bitter laughter that left his mouth, "It's better to get destroyed by our own than letting someone else ruin us but you won't understand it because you are one of those people who would let the storm destroy them but not stop their search for the hopes that'll never turn out to be true."

With that moved away, releasing his hold on me and walked inside the closet.

I stood there in my place, his words kept swirling in my mind in a loop till he came back.

"I am going to review a few documents for my company, since you'll be staying in my room, I expect you to be as quiet and invisible as possible or else I know how to shut your mouth by myself." He told me, flashing me a look of warning before he grabbed his laptop and moved to sit on the side of the bed.

Soon enough, he got busy with his work and the room fell silent leaving me to drown in my loud thoughts as I sat on the couch and focused my gaze back on the sky once again.

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I began drying my hair with the dryer once I'd dried the rest of my body with a towel, it was nearly night and apparently, I thought taking a shower was going to help me in calming myself down. It did work but not much.

I was just stuck in a dilemma and it was nearly impossible to find a way out.

I walked out of the bathroom with the bathrobe wrapped around me once I was done. I made my way to the closet to get my clothes, still remaining lost in the introspections inside of my head when Sebastian's voice made me halt at my place.

"Athena..."

The hair on my neck stood up and my breathing stopped for a brief moment, my appearance made me feel self-conscious but somewhere I managed to gather the courage to turn around.

It was the moment when I noticed that he was standing in front of the balcony. In his hand, there was a half-finished cigarette that he dropped on the floor and walked towards me.

"Remove that." His order came as always stern and cold, his hand motioning to the white bathrobe I had on me.

"W-what?"

"Don't make me repeat myself, Athena." He took a few more steps until there was only one or two feet distance between us.

My hands began shaking in dismay but I pushed my hesitation away and undid the tie of the robe before I slowly let it slip off of me, it dropped on the floor causing the cold air breezing inside from the open balcony to hit my bare skin and instantly goosebumps covered my skin.

He looked up and down my naked body for a few minutes and then he decided to close the distance between us— He reached closer to me and let his fingers brush over my belly, moving down to my belly button and then my lower abdomen.

I sucked in a breath. His touch sent holts of shivers through my whole body.

He moved closer, grabbing my neck with his hand whilst his other hand dipped lower to touch my pušsy.

I bit down on my bottom lip, trying to not let out the embarrassingly loud moan that was on the verge of tearing through my throat. He leaned in and pressed his lips on my jaw.

Heat pooled in my bottom, the desire began taking over my mind, and the reason for this sudden remained evident in front of my eyes— I was not trying to resist his touch. My resistance was my pain and acceptance was a pleasure.

He rubbed my soaked folds, kissing and biting down my neck, adding fuel to the fire set on my body.

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