Athena
When I woke up I found myself on the bed alone. The rays from the sun were responsible for waking me up.
Yawning I rubbed my eyes to wipe away the drowsiness and got down from the bed. My mood was not as heavy as all the other times because last night had not been tough for me, everything that'd happened was within a limit and that is why I have not woken up with a huge weight over my chest and terrible memories.
The only unpleasant thing was the dream about my parents. It was basically a flashback of what they'd done to me and sold me to those auctioneers just because I did not have a wolf. But on the brighter side, I actually got to feel my wolf nowadays, and it'd only happen when Sebastian would be around me, his presence triggers my wolf's emotions.
However, I was still not sure how I got out of that dreadful dream, but I sure felt a soft caress in my sleep; The warmth of someone that helped bring peace to my soul.
Shrugging my thoughts away, I freshened up and took a quick shower before I slipped on my clothes and began to dry my hair when the knock on the door diverted my attention.
I walked out of the bathroom, with my hair still half dry and saw a maid waiting at the doorway.
"Mam, Alpha wants you to be at the breakfast table, now." She spoke with her head low, the emphasis on the last word 'now' was enough to tell me that I did not have the chance to excuse myself for a few more minutes.
"Okay, you can go. I'll be there."
She nodded and left. I fixed the zip of my dress that I did not know I'd left unzipped till now and headed downstairs.
There was a gut-twisting nervousness that I felt whilst heading to the dining room— I had not had much of a nice experience there. But, I did not want to escape from this situation either, because if I did manage to somehow turn away from this I'd not be able to get away from my fear.
To get Sebastian out of the hold of his curse, I needed to help him get rid of his fears first and if I couldn't get rid of mine then how was I even supposed to succeed?
I took a deep breath as I went down the stairs and it took me less than a few minutes to see the sight of Sebastian sitting in the chair at the head of the huge table.
There was a minimum distance of more than a few feet distance between me and Sebastian, yet when his eyes moved to look at me I felt them looking right through my soul.
He'd worn a black shirt, and on the armrest of his chair, there was his light grey coat that almost matched the colour of the smoke of his cigar from which he took a puff every few seconds.
I slowly made my way towards him, it hadn't slipped away from my mind where I'd sat last time, the chair on his left.
My hands moved to pull the chair but before I could do that, Sebastian's voice stopped me.
"That's not where you are going sit, Athena," His tone was extremely cold and low, enough to send chills of panic down my spine.
I looked at him, perplexed and somewhat in dismay.
He did not say anything in response, instead, he beckoned me to get nearer.
My throat dried up like a dessert, nonetheless, I walked up to him with small and measured steps.
My body stopped moving on its own when I was a few steps away from completely closing the distance between us. It was not exactly because of fear, the reason was my suspicion of what was going on in his mind.
"Closer." He spoke, taking a whiff of the cigarette and blowing the smoke in the air.
The earthy and ashy smell hit my nose and made me want to cover it instantly, but I remained unable to do so because at that moment I'd force my body to do another task, take those few nervous steps towards him.
I'd just stood beside him and the next second, he pushed his chair backwards and grabbed my wrist before he made me land on his lap with one swift movement.
I gasped out loud, my head felt dizzy in shock and my heartbeats speed up by ten times. It took me a few moments to realize what'd happened but when I realized it, it was just too late for me to contain myself.
We were close, too close.
My lips were inches apart from touching his, my chest was wholly pressed against his due to my hand clutching onto his shirt for support. I could not get the courage to breathe but when I finally did, I had not expected the smell of the smoke to be overpowered by his cologne.
It was hard to tear my gaze away from his enchanting features when he was this close, my whole world came to a halt as if it was only him. that meant everything to me.
Suddenly a howl rang inside my head, surprising me so much that I nearly flinched. I found myself looking around to spot where the howl had come from, but when I saw nothing I finally realized that it came from....my inside.
To say I was shocked, it'd be an understatement but I did not get the time to think about it much because Sebastian's touch diverted my attention soon enough.
He brushed his fingers over my knee, raising my dress to reveal my thighs.
I sucked in a breath, the sexual began building the second his skin brushed against mine. My mind went into a frenzy.
He grabbed my thigh with one hand and moved the other one to grab the back of my neck. His hold on my neck soon released itself as he decided to get a hold of a fistful of my hair.
He buried his nose in the crook of my neck, inhaling my scent as if he was trying to get drugged by this alone.
His fingers moved closer to my inner thighs and the heat spread through my body, carving into my skin and making the butterflies erupt in my stomach.
I leaned into his touch, my hand slipped around his neck on its own. As if he'd read my mind, his lips pressed right against the skin on my neck and he began with his sensual torture. From kissing to sucking and biting, his lips moved in all sorts of ways and a small sound that was even lower than a whisper left my mouth.
I wanted him closer, I wanted him to be as close as possible.
There was no fear within me even though neither his grip on my thigh nor his kisses were anywhere near gentle. I did not want to push him away because that was not what was going to help us escape from our demons, it was closeness and longing that'd do that.


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