My Cursed Sadistic Alpha Sebastian's Curse novel Chapter 7

Sebastian

I grabbed a fistful of her blonde hair she bobbed her head up and down, taking me in her mouth and as always trying her best to please me, being as submissive as she had been since from the start.

This woman never failed to please me, or I was never dissatisfied with Celine or her obedience when it came to sexual terms. But today....something was off.

It was not because of her. It was because of that damn burden I purchased from the auction. I fucking hated her. I loathed everything about her.

I didn't need this mate bond, I did not need that woman in my life to stay powerful. She was only here for my pleasure and the damn beast within me that won't remain calm without her presence around me.

Nowadays the only person who'd be in my mind was Athena. She was imprinted on my soul and gave me reasons to fear the outcomes. I fucking hated her.

I did not want the mate bond. I did not want her. She was just another object for me.

There was no way that I was going to feel anything for her. I was never going to get any feelings, it is meant to be like that.

Then why was she affecting me like that?

I couldn't let go of the blessing. I couldn't let go of it unless I was going to fall into a pitfall once again. Emotions were not meant for me. Sentiments only make people weak.

Letting out a frustrated groan, I pulled out from Celine's mouth and stood up from the couch.

"Alpha, did I do anything wrong?" She looked at me, still sitting on her knees as she watched me slipping on my trousers.

"No, you didn't do anything wrong," I curtly told her and headed to the door.

She grabbed my hand, "Come here, I'll help you relax."

I knew the meaning beneath her words.

She certainly was talking about sex, that was the only thing I'd ever come into her room for and she knew it too.

But today it was not Celine I wanted. She was not going to be enough for my urges.

"No, I don't need you today. Celine." I said.

"What?" She sounded a bit surprised but her expression soon turned into something different, "Are you going to Athena's room?"

The tone she used was a bit accusing, and my jaw tightened automatically. The last thing I wanted to do was deal with her questions right now.

"Yes, so what?"

Hurt flashed in her eyes and tears gathered in them, "Are...are you thinking of keeping her as your mate?"

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