Perfect Bastard (by Mary D. Sant) novel Chapter 140

Chapter 140: The Next Step

Chapter 140: The Next Step

ELLIE

The next step? I knew he was referring to the pregnancy, but all I

could think about at that moment was the smell of pancakes hitting

1. me.

“Breakfast?” I teased. “Because I definitely need to finish these

pancakes.”

Smiling, he nodded, then seemed to drift off into his own thoughts.

“Shit… my parents are going to freak out,” he blurted suddenly, revealing where his thoughts had gone. “And Ben… I can’t wait to see

his face.” A different kind of smile spread across his lips–almost

devilish,

“Seriously? You’re already thinking about using this to mess with

your brother?” I asked, incredulous.

“What? I’m going to be a dad first. That totally makes up for all the

jokes and lectures I’ve had to endure about dying alone all these

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years.”

“Oh my God!” I rolled my eyes, turning back to my pancake, trying

not to laugh. “You men never really grow up, do you?”

“Now we seriously need to set a date for the wedding,” he changed

the subject, sitting down beside me.

“What, don’t want a bride walking down the aisle with a big belly?” I

teased as he served himself.

“Now that you made me picture it, that’s actually a really tempting

idea… but you’ve already made me wait long enough. And I want to

do things the right way.”

“The right way?” I raised an eyebrow, staring at his profile.

“Yeah, wedding first, then sex, and only then kids,” he teased, trying

to sound serious.

“You’re an idiot.” I couldn’t hold back a laugh, catching his gaze.

“It’s good to see you smiling after all those tears… But I was serious

about the wedding. So start thinking.” He returned his attention to

his plate, and I did the same.

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“Okay, and when exactly are you thinking?”

“Next month.”

“What?”

—

“You said after Anna’s baby was born well, your deadline’s up,

Brown.”

“But that’s so soon… and there’s so much to plan…”

“Great, now you’ll have something else to focus on besides…” He

paused, looking at my belly.

“Say it,” I teased, amused.

“Baby,” he sighed. “Yeah, that still sounds weird as hell.”

“Yeah, I think it’s going to take us a while to get used to it,” I agreed

with a smile.

“Yeah, but don’t try to change the subject. If you want, we can pick a

date together.”

“Alright, but don’t think I’m going to plan everything by myself.”

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“No problem. Actually, if you want, I can plan it all and you just have

to show up,” he teased, and I was pretty sure he’d actually do it if I

agreed.

“No, I think we’d better do it together.”

“Yeah, like the…” He glanced at my belly again.

“Baby,” I finished, laughing.

“That.”

When we finished breakfast, I offered to put the dishes in the

dishwasher, and he just kept sitting there, watching me.

“You said your parents are going to freak out–I can’t even imagine

my parents‘ reaction…” I said, letting my thoughts spill out as I

turned on the dishwasher. “Maybe they’ll cry like when I told them

we were engaged,” I added, turning to face him with a smile sparked

by the memory.

“Oh my God… Anna is going to freak. And our kids…”

“Will be practically the same age,” he finished.

I nodded, trying to absorb the idea and almost getting emotional

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again. As much as I’d already rationalized that this was really

happening, I still had to wrap my head around everything it would

mean.

“You’re thinking about Anna, but have you imagined when Zoe finds

out?” he said, his eyes eager, clearly waiting to see my reaction.

The thought made me instantly uneasy–almost haunted.

“Oh God… Why does that feel so terrifying?”

“She’s going to be a great aunt,” he said, clearly amused.

“Yeah, I guess she will, in her own way,” I sighed, deciding to worry

about that when the time came.

Walking around the counter, I moved closer, allowing him to hug me.

“You asked what the next step is, and here we are, thinking about all this stuff… but we’re still not completely sure.” I lifted my head from his chest to look him in the eyes. “For that, we need to see a doctor.”

“Then that’s the next step.”

“Yeah.”

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“Great, let’s go now.”

“Now? On a Sunday?”

“Why not? Maybe Anna’s doctor could see us.”

“That’s actually a good idea.”

“Then what are we waiting for? Let’s go,” he said, getting off the stool

and leading me to the bedroom.

Ethan was focused on the traffic ahead, driving us home. We’d just

left Anna’s doctor’s office. Maybe knowing I could trust him made me

feel calmer and less anxious.

Or maybe I’d cried myself out earlier and didn’t have any anxiety left,

because all I felt when we got the results was relief.

Four weeks. I’d already been pregnant for four weeks and didn’t have

the slightest idea. Not a single noticeable symptom. It was

unbelievable.

“I’m almost sure it had something to do with that vomiting at Zara’s

birthday,” I said, watching the streets pass by through the car

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window, remembering how much I’d drunk that night. “That

definitely must’ve messed with the birth control.”

“Always thinking like a scientist. How about turning your brain off for

a bit?” he suggested.

“Are you doing that? Or are you just pulling the old ‘do as I say, not as

I do‘ thing?” I teased, eyeing his perfect profile.

“Honestly, I’m more worried about you,” he admitted, eyes never

leaving the street.

“I’m fine,” I said, trying to reassure him.

He nodded, choosing not to push it.

“Hungry?” he asked, changing the subject.