Perfect Bastard (by Mary D. Sant) novel Chapter 91

Chapter 91: Breaking Point

ELLIE

He didn’t leave. Damn it. Why was he following me?

“Don’t make me call hotel security,” I said as I unlocked the door to

my room.

“I told you, I’m not going anywhere. Especially not now.”

“I just want to be alone. Please, just go.”

“No. Not this time.”

I closed my eyes, taking a deep breath. I felt drained, out of strength

to argue. My head was so full. But I knew he wouldn’t leave without

me hearing him out.

“What do you want, Ethan? Why are you here?”

“We need to talk.”

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The weight on my shoulders made them slump.

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“No. We don’t. This is already over. You left. And I… my only mistake

was going after you. I see that now. So please, don’t make this any

harder. I already have enough to deal with right now,” I said, still

staring at the door.

I felt him step closer, stopping behind me.

“Let’s talk inside.”

Being near him was the last thing I wanted right now. I felt

devastated and furious at the same time.

An enormous emptiness was growing in my stomach. But I had no

strength left to fight.

Opening the door, I went inside, leaving it open behind me. I heard

him come in and close it as I threw my bag into a corner and kicked

off my shoes.

“I don’t know why you’re dragging this out,” I said, avoiding his eyes.

“I never should have left without talking to you.”

“I don’t want to hear your excuses. They mean nothing to me.”

“I know you’re angry, but I need you to understand…”

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“Understand what? What do you want me to understand? That you

chose your job? That you left without a single word, as if I meant

nothing to you? That you were with her a week after abandoning

me?”

“No, don’t even think that anything happened between us.”

“You left… you left me without any explanation… and then she was

there. How do you think that made me feel?”

“I just thought that if I listened to what she had to say…”

“It doesn’t matter what happened. You betrayed me in the worst way

possible, and that’s exactly why I don’t understand why you’re here.”

I wiped the tears that were about to spill over.

“I didn’t betray you. I was just confused, and I know I was wrong to

leave without talking to you. I was a coward, but you left me with no

choice,”

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“Yeah, maybe all of this is my fault after all. For insisting and

believing this was real.”

“No. Don’t do that…”

“No. Everything is perfectly clear to me now; I just don’t understand

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why you’re here.”

“Because I love you.”

“No, you don’t. You left.”

“Because I didn’t want to hurt you.”

“And what do you think you did?”

Our eyes met.

“That’s the problem. It always has been. No matter how much I want

to, I can never give you what you want. I’ll never be enough for

you.”

“What? What are you talking about? You promised you’d try, and

that’s what we were doing… We were making it work. So what the hell

does this mean? Todd… the job… was it all just an excuse?”

Was he running away? Is that what this was? Did he use it all as a

pretext?

“No, I didn’t plan any of this.”

“I don’t understand… Did you come all the way here just to tell me

you can’t do this? Is that it?”

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I couldn’t believe it. He was giving up once again.

“Is that it? Did you come here just to tell me once again that you’re

going to leave me?”

“No. I came to beg you to forgive me for leaving without telling you how much I love you.” He stepped closer, his hands reaching for my face. “And as much as I can’t do this, I don’t want you to have any

doubt about how I feel. I love you, Ellie.”

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