By the time we reached the hospital, I was barely holding myself together anymore.
The alcohol made my emotions even more unstable. I felt angry and I also missed her.
Ken kept trying to talk me down while we entered the elevator.
“Please don’t scare her,” he muttered tiredly.
I laughed bitterly. “Too late for that.”
Noelle crossed her arms beside him. “If this becomes violent, I’m knocking you unconscious myself.”
The elevator doors opened a second later.
I immediately walked out toward her ward. Ken cursed quietly behind me.
I reached her door and shoved it open immediately.
Sophia startled violently in bed. Her wide eyes locked onto mine instantly.
For one second, neither of us moved.
“Sophia.” I whispered.
She immediately sat up straighter against the pillows. “Zade-”
Before she could finish speaking, I walked in and grabbed both her wrists and pinned her gently against the bed beneath me.
The movement shocked her completely.
Patricia wasn’t there tonight. Luckily, we were alone.
My breathing became heavy while staring down at her.
Goddess, I missed her so much it physically hurt.
Sophia stared up at me with wide eyes. “You’re drunk.”
“Yes.”
The word came out rough.
“Let go of me,” she whispered shakily.
“No.”
Her heartbeat was racing now. I could feel it. Mine too.
Pain burned through my chest while looking at her face. Her eyes still looked slightly swollen from crying earlier.
She really had cried. That realization shattered something else inside me completely.
“You betrayed me,” I whispered brokenly.
Sophia froze “What?”
“You stood there and said I meant nothing to you.”
I felt my throat go tight now. My chest was hurting.
I hated this. I hated feeling this weak, but I couldn’t stop anymore.
“You said last night didn’t count,” I continued “Do you know what that did to me?”
Sophia’s breathing became shaky beneath me.
My wolf howled painfully inside my head.
“Zade...”
“What am I to you?” I demanded.


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