Piss Off, Alpha! You Lost Me Forever novel Chapter 248

Chapter 248: Chapter 248 A Dangerous Word

DAMIEN’S POV

I kept drinking and drinking.

The whiskey burned harshly down my throat, but I barely felt it anymore.

The private bar room was already filled with empty bottles scattered across the table. The air smelled heavily of alcohol and cigarette smoke, making the entire place feel suffocating. Normally, I hated losing control like this. I hated looking weak in front of anyone but tonight, my mind was a complete mess.

I leaned back against the sofa and shut my eyes.

Sophia’s pale face kept appearing in my head. In my head, all I saw was blood....so much blood.

My wolf paced violently inside me. He’d been unstable ever since the doctor spoke earlier. Every time I remembered Sophia collapsing during dinner, my chest tightened painfully again.

Miscarriage. Severe hemorrhaging. Low chances of future pregnancy.

The doctor’s words repeated endlessly in my head like torture.

I grabbed the whiskey bottle again and poured more into my glass roughly. My hand shook slightly from irritation and alcohol. I hated that I couldn’t calm down. I hated that Sophia still affected me this much after everything.

Across from me, Simon sighed heavily.

“You’ve had enough,” he said firmly.

I ignored him completely and drank again.

Simon rubbed his forehead tiredly. “You’ve been drinking for three hours straight.”

“Then stop counting.”

“You’re drunk already.”

“Good.”

The alcohol made my head feel heavy, but it still wasn’t enough to drown the thoughts inside me.

My wolf growled darkly again the moment Sophia’s face flashed through my mind. She looked so cold when she woke up earlier, so distant, like she truly didn’t care anymore. That part angered me the most.

Simon stared at me for a long moment before speaking again “You’re losing yourself over Sophia.”

“No.”

“That wasn’t a question. It’s obvious.”

I slammed the glass onto the table hard enough to crack it slightly. Whiskey spilled everywhere instantly. Several workers outside the private room turned nervous from the noise.

“She killed my child,” I said coldly.

But even saying those words didn’t feel convincing anymore.

Because deep down...something felt wrong.

Sophia had hidden the miscarriage entirely. She suffered alone. She nearly died alone and instead of noticing anything, I had been busy dealing with Tiffany and Ashley.

My wolf became even more agitated at that realization.

Simon leaned back against the chair and looked at me “Did you ever ask yourself why she hid it?”

I froze.

The room suddenly became too quiet. It was surprising that Simon was saying this about Sophia. I thought he hated her.

Simon sighed again. “Sophia loved you for years, Damien. Everyone knew it. A woman like that doesn’t throw away her child without a reason.”

My jaw tightened instantly.

I didn’t want to hear this, didn’t want to think about this. If Sophia truly suffered alone while carrying my child.....then what exactly had I been doing all this time?

I suddenly stood up roughly from the sofa.

“I’m going to the hospital.” I said

Simon blinked in surprise. “Right now?”

Something inside me felt terribly unsettled tonight. My wolf wouldn’t calm down no matter how much I drank. The feeling had only gotten worse as the night passed.

I felt like something was wrong.

I thought of Sophia. My wolf reacted strongly to her name in my head.

Simon stood quickly. “You’re drunk.”

“I said I’m going.”

I grabbed my coat and walked out of the private room.

The cold night air hit my face the moment I stepped outside the bar. My head still felt dizzy from alcohol, but my instincts were screaming too loudly for me to ignore.

Something had happened. I could feel it.

I walked toward my car quickly, but before I could open the door, another black vehicle suddenly stopped nearby.

Declan stepped out first. The moment I saw him, I got confused

Behind him, Jessie climbed out too. Jessie avoided my eyes immediately.

My wolf instantly became alert. The feeling that something was wrong got even more intense inside me.

Declan smiled. “Brother.”

I stared at both of them silently for several seconds.

Something felt off, very off.

Jessie looked nervous and I wondered why. Even Declan’s smile looked forced tonight.

“What are you doing here?” I asked coldly.

Declan shrugged “Checking on you.”

I ignored him and looked directly at Jessie instead. That was when I noticed bruising around his knuckles.

My eyes narrowed.

“Jessie,” I said quietly.

He stiffened immediately.

“Look at me.” I said.

Slowly, Jessie raised his head. The moment our eyes met, my wolf growled violently inside me.

“Fear” my wolf said.

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