Chapter 101
Julian
To make sure Sloane was really pregnant, I took Sloan to Dr. Chen for
a check–up after Elara left.
The ultrasound machine hummed in the private suite at Lenox Hill.
Dr. Chen smiled warmly, adjusting her glasses.
“Congratulations, Mr. Vane and Miss Kennedy. Based on the
ultrasound and blood work, the fetus is developing well.
Approximately eight weeks.”
Sloane’s eyes filled with tears. Her hand squeezed mine. “Julian. We’re
really going to have a baby.”
I sat in the chair beside her. My hand covered hers. I nodded. Smiled.
Inside, nothing.
Just a vast, echoing blank.
Eight weeks. I calculated backwards. That would be… the night I’d
gotten drunk. The one time with Sloane. The details were fragmented.
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Alcohol burning my throat. Her perfume. Waking up with her beside
I remembered nothing of the actual act.
Now there was a baby. A consequence I’d had no conscious part in
creating.
Irritation crawled up my chest. Sharp. Unwelcome.
This wasn’t in my control. Wasn’t part of the plan.
Dr. Chen continued talking about prenatal vitamins and
appointments. Sloane glowed. I made the appropriate sounds-“Of
course.” “Whatever you need.“–but my mind kept circling back to that
empty space where feeling should be.
I should want this. Should feel something.
Sloane turned to me. The joy in her eyes began to dim. “Julian… you
don’t seem happy. Do you not want this baby?”
My chest tightened. I smoothed my expression. Reached up to touch
her hair. “Of course I do. I’m just… adjusting. This is my first time
too.”
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Her smile returned. She leaned into me. “I knew you’d be happy. Our
baby, Julian.”
I held her. Looked past her shoulder at the Manhattan skyline
through the window.
My face showed perfect tenderness.
My eyes felt hollow.
I thought: I have to be happy. Have to show anticipation. This is what
the script requires–the perfect fiancé, the devoted father–to–be.
But why can’t I feel it?
Why is there nothing there?
The car pulled through the iron gates of Blackwood Estate. Gothic
spires cut dark shapes against the late afternoon sky.
The main dining room was already prepared. Grandfather sat at the
head of the table. Victoria perched in her usual seat. Tristan stood by
the window, drink in hand.
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Sloane couldn’t contain herself. She burst out before we’d even sat
down. “Grandpa! I’m pregnant! Dr. Chen confirmed it–eight weeks.
The baby’s healthy!”
Grandfather’s face split into a rare, genuine grin. He stood, his cane
thumping on the marble. “Excellent! Excellent! This is wonderful
news for the Vane family!”
Victoria shrieked. She threw her arms around Sloane. “Oh my God!
I’m going to be an aunt!”
Tristan’s smile looked stiff. Forced. His fingers tightened around his
glass until the knuckles went white.
Grandfather clapped his hands together. “The wedding must happen
before the baby arrives. January. We’ll apply for the marriage license
next month. I’ll arrange the best wedding planner in New York.”
Sloane nodded through happy tears. “Thank you, Grandpa. Thank you
so much.”
I said the things I was supposed to say. “Yes.” “Thank you.” “We
appreciate your support.”
My voice was steady. Empty.
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My eyes drifted to the empty chair where Elara usually sat during
these dinners.
The realization hit me like cold water.
She wasn’t here.
For years, she’d been a fixture at this table. Silent. Watching. Always
watching me.
Now there was just an empty space.
I looked back at the celebration. At Sloane glowing with happiness. At
Grandfather already discussing nursery renovations. At Victoria
squealing about baby clothes.
This was what I wanted. My perfect family. My perfect life.
So why did it feel incomplete?
Why did I notice that empty chair?
I gripped my champagne glass harder. Pushed the thought away.
She doesn’t belong here. She’s nothing. This is better without her.
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But the hollow feeling in my chest didn’t go away.
Dinner was elaborate. Crystal chandeliers threw light over plates of
caviar and lobster. Everyone toasted to the baby. To Sloane. To the
future.
Victoria gushed about designer baby clothes. Grandfather talked
about trust funds and legacy. Sloane smiled and thanked everyone,
one hand resting protectively on her still–flat stomach.
I raised my glass. Said the right things. Smiled at the right moments.
And all I could think about was that empty chair.
About Elara’s pale face in the hospital corridor this afternoon. How
thin she’d looked. How her eyes had gone carefully blank when Sloane
announced the pregnancy.
I shook my head sharply.
Stop thinking about her.
This was my life. This was what I’d always wanted–Sloane, a baby,
the family legacy secured.
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After dinner, Grandfather pulled me aside. “Julian. Take Sloane
upstairs. Make sure she rests. She needs to be careful now.”
“Of course.”
I walked Sloane to her room in Blackwood–the pink guest suite she’d
stayed in during school breaks. The one with the four–poster bed and
Monet prints on the walls.
She changed into a silk nightgown. Sat on the bed, patting the space
beside her. “Julian… stay with me tonight?”
Her voice was soft. Hopeful. Vulnerable.
“Like we used to at school. Remember? We’d fall asleep on the library
couches studying together.”
I stood at the edge of the bed. Looked at her. At the life we were
supposed to build.
“I’ll stay until you fall asleep.”
Disappointment flashed across her face. But she nodded. Lay back
against the pillows. “Okay. Just… don’t leave right away?”
“I won’t.”
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I sat on the edge of the mattress. Watched her close her eyes.
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