Chapter 11
Elara
The calculus problems blurred together as twilight crept across my desk. I’d been at it for hours–derivatives, integrals, the clean logic of numbers that didn’t lie or manipulate or pretend to care. My hand
ached from gripping the pencil. My eyes burned.
A glance at the clock made my stomach drop: 6:52 PM.
.
Dinner started at seven sharp.
In my previous life, I would have been down there thirty minutes early, hovering near the dining room like a ghost, hoping Julian might
arrive first so I could “accidentally” bump into him. Now the thought
of facing that table–facing him–made my skin crawl.
But missing dinner wasn’t an option. Mr. Vane Senior had rules about
family meals: attendance was mandatory unless you were dying or
out of state. Absence implied disrespect. Disrespect implied you
didn’t value your place in this house.
And despite everything I’d said this morning about not being charity,
I wasn’t stupid enough to test the old man’s patience twice in one
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day.
Besides, if I skipped dinner, I’d go hungry. The kitchen closed at eight, and the staff had standing orders not to “encourage irregular
eating habits” by providing food outside meal times–translation: if
the help’s daughter missed dinner, she could starve until breakfast.
I closed the textbook and stood, joints protesting after hours hunched
over the desk.
“You can do this. It’s just one meal. Sit, eat, leave. Don’t engage. Don’t
react. Don’t give them ammunition.”
I descended the curved staircase at 6:55, each step measured and
deliberate. The Blackwood Estate dining room opened before me–a
stage I’d performed on countless times, always in the wrong role.
The Baccarat chandelier cast prismatic light across the long table,
already set with Wedgwood china and Christofle silverware. On the
far wall, a genuine Monet–Water Lilies, purchased at auction for
seven figures–watched over the room with its serene indifference.
Everyone was already seated.
Mr. Vane Senior commanded the head of the table, silver hair
precisely combed, posture military–straight despite his seventy–two
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years. Julian sat to his right–the heir’s position, marked by proximity
to power. His charcoal suit jacket hung on the chair back; he’d rolled
his shirtsleeves to his elbows, exposing forearms I’d once sketched
from memory in the margins of my notebooks.
Stop. Stop looking at him like that.
To Julian’s right sat Victoria Vane–the real Vane daughter, the only
girl born into this family in two generations. At eighteen, she’d
already mastered the art of looking simultaneously bored and
predatory. Tonight she wore a black knit dress with her blonde hair
styled in those effortless waves that actually required an hour with a
professional. Diamond studs caught the light every time she turned
her head.
We were the same age. Attended the same school. Shared the same
last name on paper.
But Victoria had never let me forget which of us actually belonged
here.
Across from her sat Tristan Vane, a boy who was the same age as
Victoria. He had Julian’s aristocratic bone structure but none of his
severity–Tristan hid his cruelty behind wire–rimmed glasses and
Brooks Brothers cardigans, playing the affable intellectual while
orchestrating humiliations with surgical precision.
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They both looked up as I entered.
Victoria’s lips curved into something that wasn’t quite a smile. More like a cat spotting a mouse.
Tristan’s expression was more subtle–a slight lift of one eyebrow, interest sharpening behind those glasses. He swirled wine in his glass with practiced elegance.
In my previous life, I’d tried desperately to win them over. Helped
Victoria with her homework (which she’d then claimed as her own).
Listened to Tristan’s endless stories about his school connections.
Laughed at their jokes even when the punchline was me.
It had never worked. If anything, my eagerness had made them
crueler.
Now I understood: I’d been trying to befriend the people who saw me
as entertainment. A performing monkey they could poke with sticks.
I paused at the threshold, studying the scene with the detachment of
someone watching a play she’d already seen.
The empty chair beside Julian waited. My designated seat for the past
year–close enough to pass him dishes, close enough to pretend I
belonged, close enough to be ignored.
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Every eye tracked my movement. Victoria’s calculating. Tristan’s
amused. Mr. Vane Senior’s assessing.
Julian didn’t look up from his phone.
My feet carried me past the empty chair. Past Julian’s rigid shoulders
and Victoria’s poorly concealed surprise. I rounded the table and sat
directly across from Tristan–as far from Julian as the seating
arrangement allowed.
The silence lasted exactly three seconds.
“Oh my God.” Victoria’s voice dripped with theatrical delight. She
pressed one manicured hand to her chest, diamonds glittering. “Is it
opposite day? Did someone move the furniture? Elara, sweetie, you
always sit next to Julian. Are you running a fever? Should we call the
doctor?”
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