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Julian waited until I’d slid into the seat across from him before
speaking. On the table between us sat an untouched cappuccino and a
plate of pastries–clearly ordered in advance, clearly meant for me.
“Congratulations on your exam results,” he said.
I didn’t touch the coffee. “Is that what you waited an hour to tell me?”
“I heard you deleted my contact information. And blocked my
number.”
“Yes.”
His fingers drummed once against the table, the only visible sign of
agitation. “Why?”
I met his eyes directly. “Because we don’t need to be in contact.”
“I disagree.”
“That’s not my problem.”
The silence that followed was heavy enough to feel solid. Julian
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leaned back slightly, studying me with an intensity that made me
want to look away, but I forced myself to hold his gaze.
“Give me your phone,” he said finally.
“Why?”
“Unblock me.”
I almost laughed. “I don’t see why that’s necessary.”
“Elara-”
“We’re not family,” I interrupted, the words coming out harder than
I’d intended. “I moved out of Blackwood. I’m supporting myself.
There’s no reason for us to communicate.”
He exhaled sharply, and for a moment I thought he might actually lose his temper. Instead, he seemed to force himself back under control, his voice dropping to something quieter but no less intense.
“If you unblock my number, I’ll agree to one condition of your
choosing.”
I blinked, genuinely surprised. Julian didn’t negotiate. Julian
commanded, expected obedience, and punished resistance. The fact that he was offering to compromise meant something had shifted,
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though I couldn’t quite identify what.
My eyes drifted to the window. The café overlooked the main campus
plaza, where a massive LED screen displayed rotating announcements
and advertisements. As I watched, the screen switched to a
promotional video for an art competition:
“PRAXIS INTERNATIONAL YOUNG ARTISTS AWARD”
“GRAND PRIZE: SOLO EXHIBITION AT SAATCHI GALLERY + $50,000
SCHOLARSHIP”
My heart stuttered. The Praxis Award. I’d wanted to enter it in my
previous life.
“I want to enter the Praxis International Young Artists Award,” I
heard myself say.
Julian’s brow furrowed. “The registration deadline passed last week.”
“I know. But Vane Group is one of the major sponsors. You donate
half a million annually. One phone call from you to the organizers, and I’d have a special entry slot.”
He studied me for a long moment, his expression unreadable. Then:
“Why do you want to enter?”
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The question caught me off guard. I’d expected resistance, not
curiosity.
“Because I want to,” I said carefully. “I don’t need a reason beyond
that.”
Something shifted in his eyes–a flash of certainty that made my
stomach drop even before he spoke.
“Sloane is entering.”
The words landed like a physical blow. Of course she was. Of course
Julian would know her plans, would probably be helping her prepare
her submission, would be there at the award ceremony if she won.
And he thought-
Oh God. He thought I was copying her. Trying to compete with her.
Trying to prove I could be just as good as his perfect, pregnant
fiancée.
“So
you
think I’m trying to imitate Sloane,” I said flatly.
Julian didn’t deny it. His expression had settled into something
maddeningly patient, as if he were dealing with a child who needed
gentle correction. “Elara, you don’t need to do this. You have your
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own path.”
The condescension in his voice made me want to throw the
cappuccino in his face. He’d reduced my entire ambition, my talent,
my desperate need to reclaim what had been stolen from me, to
pathetic jealousy of his fiancée.
I stood up, my chair scraping against the floor. “You want to know
what’s really pathetic? You can never see the real me. To you, I’m
either ‘the poor orphan who needs taking care of‘ or ‘the crazy girl
who’s jealous of Sloane.‘ But you’ve never once considered that maybe
-just maybe I want to be myself. Not your project. Not your burden.
Not your anything.”
Julian stood as well, his jaw tight. “Elara, you’re not being rational-‘
“Forget it.” I grabbed my bag. “I won’t ask you for help. Goodbye, Mr.
Vane.”
“Elara-”
“And about the blocking thing?” I turned back at the door, my voice
cold. “You can stay right where you are. In my blocked contacts.
Sara Lili is a daring romance writer who turns icy landscapes into scenes of fiery passion. She loves crafting hot love stories while embracing the chill of Iceland’s breathtaking cold.

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