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Elara
I closed the door before she could finish, leaned against it, and let out
a breath I didn’t know I’d been holding. The room looked exactly like
I’d left it yesterday morning: unmade bed, art supplies scattered
across the desk, the small window offering its unimpressive view of
the building across the alley. My life. My real life, the one that had
nothing to do with Julian Vane and his complicated emotions and his
ability to make me forget every promise I’d made to myself.
I changed into jeans and a paint–stained t–shirt, threw my hair into a
messy bun, and started gathering paintings. Six small landscapes I’d
done over the past few weeks–safe, pretty things that might actually
sell. And one portrait I couldn’t quite bring myself to leave behind,
even though it was too raw, too personal. A girl with her face half in shadow, her expression caught between defiance and despair.
I’d painted myself, basically. And I was bringing it to sell to strangers.
Raven was already at our spot when I arrived, her purple hair bright against the gray of the overcast sky. She’d set up the folding table we’d borrowed from Diego, arranged her laptop and some of her digital art prints in a way that looked both professional and
deliberately chaotic. Very Raven.
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“There’s my genius!” she called out when she spotted me, waving with
enough enthusiasm to draw looks from nearby vendors. “Get over
here and let me bask in your reflected glory!”
I couldn’t help but smile as I set down my portfolio case. “It’s just a
nomination, Raven. I haven’t won anything yet.”
“Just a nomination? Elara, do you have any idea how many people
apply for that thing? And you got in! You’re going to be competing
against artists from all over the world, and you’re going to kick their
asses!” She grabbed my shoulders, shaking me slightly. “This is huge.
This is everything. Why aren’t you more excited?”
Because I’d paid for it by sleeping with Julian. Because it felt tainted
somehow, like I’d traded pieces of myself I couldn’t get back. Because I didn’t know if I’d gotten it on merit or because he felt guilty about-
about everything.
“I’m excited,” I said instead. “I’m just tired. Didn’t sleep much.”
Raven’s eyes narrowed, her bullshit detector pinging. “Where were
you last night? You never said.”
“Just… out. Dealing with stuff.”
“What kind of stuff?”
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“The kind I don’t want to talk about at a flea market.” I started
unpacking my paintings, arranging them on the table with more care
than they probably needed. “Can we just focus on this? On making
some money so we can repay Anya’s medical bills?”
Raven watched me for a long moment, clearly debating whether to
push. Finally, she sighed and nodded. “Okay. But we’re talking about
this later. Whatever’s going on-”
“Later,” I agreed, knowing I had no intention of keeping that promise.
We settled into the rhythm of the market: arranging and rearranging displays, calling out to passersby, watching other vendors make sales while we sat with our inventory untouched. It was early still, and the serious buyers hadn’t emerged yet. Just browsers, people killing time
on a Sunday afternoon.
I tried to focus on that–on the simple act of being here, trying to sell my work, trying to be independent. But my mind kept drifting back to Julian’s penthouse. To the way he’d looked at me this morning before his phone rang, something unreadable in his expression. To the message Atlas had sent, so professional and impersonal, as if last
night hadn’t happened at all.
“You’re mine. I’m keeping you.”
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But was I? Or was I just convenient? Just available? Just desperate
enough to say yes when he called?
I was so lost in that toxic spiral that I almost didn’t notice the woman
approaching our table. Almost.
She materialized out of the crowd like something from a fashion
magazine–Burberry trench coat, Hermès bag, diamond studs that
caught what little sunlight filtered through the clouds. Everything
about her screamed Upper East Side, from her ash–blonde French
twist to her perfectly manicured nails. She looked at my paintings the
way you’d look at something mildly distasteful you’d found on your
shoe.
“These are rather ordinary, aren’t they?” Her voice had that particular edge that came from a lifetime of looking down at people. “Do you do
portraits?”
And just like that, I was back at Blackwood. Back to being the help’s daughter, the charity case, the girl who was supposed to be grateful
for any attention from her betters.
“Yes, ma’am,” I heard myself say, the deference automatic and hateful.
“I can do portrait work.”
“Paint me.” Not a request. A command. She settled into Raven’s chair
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like she owned it, arranging herself into what she probably thought
was an elegant pose. “A detailed sketch. How long?”
I did the math quickly. “About an hour, depending on detail level-
“An hour. And you charge?”
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