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Elara
“The soup.” He pressed a hand to his forehead. Blinked hard. “I feel…
strange.”
Every drop of relief evaporated. My blood turned to ice.
I turned back slowly.
Julian was still on the couch, but everything had changed. His tie lay
discarded. Collar unbuttoned. Face flushed deep red. When he looked
up, his pupils were dilated so wide I could barely see the color of his
irises.
“Mr. Vane.” My voice came out thin. “Should I call a doctor?”
“No.” He tried to stand. Swayed. Sat back down hard. “Damn it.”
His gaze locked on mine. Clarity battling something chemical and
dangerous.
“You.” Each word forced out through obvious effort. “You brought me
the soup.”
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“You asked me to-”
“What did you put in it?”
The accusation hit like a physical blow. My back slammed into the
wall.
“Nothing!” Too loud, too desperate. “It was already prepared–the
hotel-”
His laugh was rough. Bitter. “The hotel.”
I watched comprehension dawn in his eyes. The pre–made soup.
Sloane’s insistence on driving him home. The urgency in her voice.
The champagne had been meant for me. But the soup–the soup had
been meant for him.
This was Sloane’s backup plan. Get him impaired, get him alone,
create a situation that would force his hand. If she’d driven him
home, she would have served this soup. She would have been here
when it took effect.
But Julian had refused her. And now he was here, drugged and losing
control, with me.
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The trap had sprung on the wrong victim.
“I should go.” My hand found the doorknob. “I’ll call the front desk-”
“Don’t.” His voice cracked. “If you leave–if anyone finds out-”
He didn’t finish. Didn’t need to.
If I ran, I’d look guilty. The girl who’d served drugged soup and fled. It wouldn’t matter that I hadn’t known. Julian would wake up convinced
I’d tried to trap him.
But if I stayed-
My phone. The doctor. Eight minutes. If I could just hold out until she
got here, she could help. She could be my witness.
“Elara.”
Julian’s voice pulled my focus back. He was staring at me with an
intensity that made every nerve scream danger. His eyes were dark
and unfocused, but underneath I could see something raw and
hungry.
“Come here.”
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“I can’t.” My voice shook. “Mr. Vane, you’re not yourself—”
“Come. Here.”
Not a request anymore.
The suite’s digital clock blinked to 10:52 PM.
Eight minutes until the doctor arrived.
Eight minutes might as well have been eight years.
Julian stood. Swayed. Caught himself on the back of the couch.
Then he moved toward me.
Not walking. Stumbling. Each step uncertain but driven by something
chemical and relentless. His pupils had swallowed the color of his
eyes. Sweat beaded at his temples.
“Elara.” My name came out rough. Desperate. “Don’t–don’t run.‘
I pressed harder against the wall. The doorknob dug into my spine.
Eight minutes. The doctor would be here in eight minutes.
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“Mr. Vane.” My voice shook. “You need to sit down. You’re not well-”
“I know.” He reached out. His hand found my wrist. Hot. Too hot. “I
know what she did.”
His grip tightened. Not painful yet, but firm enough that I couldn’t
pull away without a fight.
“The soup,” he continued, words slurring slightly. “Sloane made it. For
“Yes.” I kept my voice steady. “So please, let me call the front desk-”
“No.” His other hand came up, braced against the wall beside my
head. Caging me. “Can’t. If anyone knows–if the press-”
He was right. A scandal like this would destroy him. Destroy the Vane
family’s carefully maintained image. But that didn’t change the fact
that he was losing control, that the drug was winning, that I was
trapped between him and the wall with nowhere to go.
His body heat radiated against me. The clean scent of his cologne
mixed with something sharper–sweat, desperation, the chemical
wrongness of whatever drug was coursing through him.
“Julian.” I tried his first name. Desperate. “Look at me. Really look.”
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He did. His gaze locked on mine, and for a second I saw him fighting
-fighting the chemicals, fighting his own body’s response, fighting to
stay in control.
Then his eyes dropped. Traced the line of my throat. The curve of my
collarbone exposed by the neckline of my dress.
Lower.
My breath caught.
“You” He leaned closer. His breath was hot against my neck. “You’re
always–watching me. Following. Those drawings-”
His lips brushed my skin. Not a kiss. Just contact. A whisper of heat
that made every nerve ending scream.
I went rigid. “That was before. I told you, I’m done—”
“Liar.” The word vibrated against my throat.
His mouth moved up. Along my jaw. Deliberate now, despite the drug.
Or because of it–I couldn’t tell where Julian ended and the chemicals
began.
His hand slid from the wall to cup my face. Tilted it up.
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“I see how you look at me,” he murmured. His thumb traced my lower
lip. “Even when you pretend you don’t. Even tonight.”
“No-”
“Yes.”
He kissed me.
Not the clumsy crash I’d expected. Slow. Deliberate. His mouth covered mine with a control that shouldn’t have been possible given
his state. One hand cradled my face while the other gripped my waist,
fingers digging into fabric, pulling me flush against him.
I felt every line of his body. The hard planes of his chest. The tension in his arms. The heat of him seeping through layers of clothing.
His tongue swept across my lower lip. Demanding entry.
And God help me, for one terrible second, my body responded. Muscle
memory from dreams I’d had, fantasies I’d indulged in during that long year of pathetic devotion. My lips parted-
No.
The word crashed through my mind like breaking glass.
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This kiss. This exact kiss. I knew it. Felt it before.
The hotel room in my past life. The drugged champagne. Waking up
with no memory and Julian’s cold accusation: “You did this.”
And nine months later, Lily. Sweet, innocent Lily, who’d paid the price
for one night I couldn’t even remember.
Never again. Never again.
I shoved him. Hard. Both hands against his chest with every ounce of
strength I had.
“Stop!” My voice cracked. Broke. “Look at me! Julian, look at me!”
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Sara Lili is a daring romance writer who turns icy landscapes into scenes of fiery passion. She loves crafting hot love stories while embracing the chill of Iceland’s breathtaking cold.

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