Chapter 89
I grabbed the sheet, pulled it up to cover myself. Squinted against the
sudden brightness.
Julian stood silhouetted against the city lights, hands in his pockets.
He’d tucked his shirt back in, finger–combed his hair. Except for a slight flush on his neck, you’d never know what we’d just done.
“Get some sleep,” he said without turning around. “We’ll talk in the
morning.”
“Julian-”
“That’s an order, Elara.”
The authority in his voice made me flinch. Reminded me of every time he’d given commands at Blackwood, every time I’d scra.
obey.
ed to
But I wasn’t that girl anymore. Was I?
“You can’t order me around,” I said, but my voice came out weak.
Uncertain.
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He finally turned to look at me. The light from outside turned his face
into sharp angles and shadows.
“Can’t I?” A cold smile touched his lips. “You just let me fuck you. I
think we’re past pretending I don’t have power over you.”
The crude word made me flinch.
“That was-” I struggled for words. “That was a mistake. It won’t
happen again.”
“We’ll see.”
“I mean it-”
“So do I.” He crossed back to the bed, loomed over me. “You’re mine now, Elara. Whether you like it or not. What just happened changes everything.”
My heart was racing again, but this time with fear instead of desire.
“You’re insane.”
“Maybe.” He reached out, tucked a strand of hair behind my ear. The gesture was almost tender. Almost. “But you’ll learn. You’ll learn to do what I say, when I say it. And if you don’t-”
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He didn’t finish the threat. Didn’t need to.
I stared up at him, this man I’d loved so desperately for three years,
and saw a stranger.
No. Not a stranger.
Just finally saw him clearly for the first time.
“I hate you,” I whispered.
Something flickered in his eyes. Pain? Regret?
Gone before I could be sure.
“I know,” he said quietly. Then louder, more firmly: “Go to sleep, Elara. That’s not a request.”
He walked to the door.
“Where are you going?” I asked, hating the panic in my voice.
“To get some air. I’ll be back in an hour.” He paused with his hand on
the doorknob. “Don’t try to leave. I’ve told the front desk not to let you out without my permission.”
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“You can’t do that-
“I just did.” He opened the door. “One hour. Then we finish this
conversation.”
The door closed behind him with a soft click.
I sat there in the tangled sheets, his release drying on my thighs, my body still aching from what we’d done.
And I knew–with horrible, crushing certainty–that nothing would
ever be the same.
I didn’t sleep.
How could I?
I lay in that bed, Julian’s scent surrounding me, my body sore and used, and stared at the ceiling.
Waiting for him to come back.
An hour passed. Then two.
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The sky outside started to lighten. Dawn crept across the Manhattan
skyline in shades of pink and gold.
Still no Julian.
Maybe he wasn’t coming back. Maybe he’d just left me here, another
conquest, another-
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