Strongest Hammer God novel Chapter 933

Kyle focused on the terror again and again, becoming more familiar with it. Unearthing the full scale of pain took some time, but learning to live with it would take longer.

The feeling of dying was one of the worst feelings anyone could experience. It represented the end of everything.

It didn't get easier for a long time. It was just as hard as it always was.

At least, that was how Kyle felt.

'It doesn't feel easier, but I can tell that it has become easier,' he thought. 'I can confront the feeling more frequently. I don't need as many breaks anymore.'

'It's just as intense as before, but it's not as exhausting anymore. The weight hasn't decreased. It's just that my muscles have become stronger.'

'I can take more now.'

Centuries passed, and Kyle became more comfortable with the feeling of death. The hardest part was already behind him.

Kyle simply looked forward with a forlorn expression. The terror of death had turned into a companion who came and went.

'I know I'm not actually dying, but it still feels so real,' he thought.

He sighed in silence.

'I've been confronted with death before, and it always felt different. Whenever I fought for my life, I was using this feeling to fuel my conviction. Terror can be a great motivator.'

'When I intended to sacrifice myself for Swamp Dragon and Manny, I've also confronted death, but it felt more... exciting. I was fine with dying, but I still wanted to give it my all. I wanted to see what I was capable of when I let go of everything.'

'When that Investigator appeared in front of me, I had also confronted death. Back then, I thought back on my life and found some things that I've regretted. I wished that I had spent more time with my friends, but I was also fine with everything ending.'

'Now, I also feel a mix of regret and acceptance, but it's different. They are the same emotions, but their origins are different. In fact, they're the opposite.'

'Back then, I regretted some parts of how I've lived my life and accepted that I would die. Now, I accept how I've lived my life, but regret that it ends. I want more. I don't want this to end. I mean, it doesn't, since I'm not actually dying, but feelings, you know?'

'I wanna see more. I want to experience more. I want to grow stronger. I want to actually make a difference.'

Kyle scratched the back of his head. 'I planned on starting something with Star Genesis, but it still hasn't worked out. However, that's my fault. I was never truly honest with her until I wrote that letter. Yes, I'm honest with her now, but my dishonesty still hurts her.'

Kyle sighed. 'Also, this entire Ayuvar thing is making it difficult. I don't even have an opportunity to spend time with her since we're all so busy. Well, maybe I'll get an opportunity in the future.'

He closed his eyes and focused on the pain again. 'For now, I should focus on my power. I know what I want and what I should do. My life isn't over yet. As long as I keep living, everything can be changed.'

More centuries passed, and Kyle slowly started to move again.

He still felt like he was asphyxiating periodically, but he had gotten used to it.

Finally, Kyle stood up and looked at the world above him.

For a moment, his Energy Sense encompassed the Mortal Empire around his chosen mountain.

His Energy Sense was always active. Technically, he always saw the Mortal Empire and the surroundings, but he wasn't truly looking at them. Like a Mortal in a city, looking for a friend in a crowd of people, Kyle's perception usually washed over countless living beings without truly perceiving or remembering them.

This time, he actually looked.

He could see all the facets of life as his Energy Sense encompassed millions of Mortals.

A newborn child and a dying old man.

A loving husband and a lonely man.

An overworked man and a sedentary man.

A young genius, who still had all the opportunities in front of them, and a former genius, who had no more

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