The Eclipsed Life of Luna Mischa (by Jennifer Francis) novel Chapter 181

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Misha

She had another bout of heat and Declan had been let into her suite to mate her through it. He’d walked in completely naked and with a half-smile on his face, “Round two Mish.” He’d managed to get out before the scent of her heat had consumed him and his beast and he’d been on her, she’d not fought it at all.

Didn’t even want to. She could recall the previous bout and how ruch pleasure she’d derived from it and him being Alpha-blooded and giving her all he had. She was created to be able to handle an Alpha and his needs. It seemed she could also handle a pure-blooded Alpha as well.

She’d known this bout would be no different to the last one, he’d be all primal consumed by her heat, as would she and they’d both want to have their own way and kind of battle a little for control, like they had before; only it was going to be in a much more comfortable setting than a concrete stairwell.

She surrendered to the bout of heat willingly, and they rolled around in that bed for how long she didn’t know, but knew she was spent when it was over. She was just lying there on top of him, her breathing all ragged and heavy and her eyes were closed, as she settled now the actual bout was over, though she knew he was once again knotted to her.

She felt his hands slide up her back and into her hair. “If you want Mish, I’ll stay here for the four days, Paul told me your heat lasts.”

She smiled and felt a little laugh roll through her. “You just like the raw animal sex.”

“I won’t lie, I do,” he chuckled softly. “To be honest with you, I’m attracted to you, so I don’t have any issue with being in here. If you weren’t mated I’d likely have already hit on you.”

“I’d likely have let you,” she admitted. “Your eye candy and a half.” She smiled, even laying here like this she could feel all those muscles of his abdomen under her.

“Why thank you,” she heard the amusement in his voice. “I’ve never been sated like this in my life.” He told her and tugged her head back to make her look at him. “None have ever even come close to making me this relaxed. I could easily sleep right now, though I know I can’t stay in here, I want you to know I want to ” “It’s alright, I know you have to leave, and there will be no more bouts after this one.” She told him.

“Hmm, that bangle is going to activate and stop your heat, I heard from Paul,” He told her.

“It is.” She nodded, “He told you everything then.”

“Yes,” Declan nodded. “Now, like I said, if you want to take it off. I’m up for sating all your needs.”

“I bet you get plenty of action too,” she snorted. “She-wolves be all over you.”

“Hmm, admittedly, I get my fair share, but none have ever sated me like this,” Decian stated.

“You’ll have better when you scent out a Mate.” she told him. She knew he would. That was how it worked. She felt his knot release a little while later and shifted herself to sit on the bed next to him. “You should go, but thank you,” she smiled at him.

He sat and looked at her for a solid minute, then just reached out and slid a hand around her neck and

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pulled her mouth to his as he leaned over and kissed her. It was a long, slow, deep kiss, and she kissed him back. It felt like a lifetime since anyone had kissed her like that, and it was nice to know he wanted to.

He pulled away slowly, and then smiled gently down at her, “Sorry, I just wanted to kiss you, outside of the pull of your heat. Get some rest. You actually look tired. I’m going to shower and nap myself. Pity I can’t do that here. I’d have let you sleep right on my chest. You’re so tiny it’s cute.”

She chuckled. “Get out, you’re the one that’s larger than normal, I’m not even tiny, am average size.”

He laughed and walked to the door, looked back at her. “Yes, I’m larger than normal. All parts of me,” he grinned a little wickedly and wiggled his eyebrows at her, and she shook her head and threw a pillow from the bed at him, as he stepped out of the room and closed the door behind him while still chuckling.

She sighed and flopped down on the bed. She was tired, she’d not slept between those two bouts and, as she looked at the time on her phone, she could see it had been an hour and a half once again. No wonder she was tired. She wasn’t at all used to anything like this, hours of sex and more than once a day.

She lay down and rolled over onto her side, curled her arms around a pillow and let her eyes close. She would sleep, needed it, she thought to herself as sleep tugged at her. Laud was already stretched out inside her mind and sleeping. Mated herself out, she thought absently as she let sleep claim her.

Misha woke later to that hot flush sensation and her eyes moved to her bangle as she saw it go from pink back to white and knew it had activated. She rolled over and picked up her phone, checked the time; she’d been asleep for two and a half hours. So even the intervals between her bouts were different than they had been before. It was, however, the same as the previous one from this morning. She got up and showered, pulled clothes on and texted Paul ‘The bangle activated. My heat is over.”

‘Alright. How are you feeling?” he asked.

She thought about it for a moment, I’m fine to be honest.’

‘No guilt?’ he asked, sounding curious.

‘Hmm… No.’ she answered honestly. ‘I’m calm… and I want cake.”

Paul chuckled ‘Alright, come on downstairs, only Declan and the units know what happened here inside the pack. It’ll stay that way as well.’

‘For the best.’ She nodded. ‘I understand and won’t speak of it.’

She made her way downstairs. She was headed for the dining hall when Carol strolled towards her. “1 got you chocolate cheesecake.”

“May the Goddess bless you.” Misha smiled and accepted it, slid that fork right through it and ate a mouthful.

“I believe you’ve had many calls and texts on your old phone; Declan would like you to go to his office” Carol slipped her hand through her arm. “Did you sleep well?” Carol asked knowingly

“Like the dead.” Misha nodded.

She walked into Declan’s office, and he looked up and smiled at her, as Carol closed the door behind them. “Everyone is trying to reach you from your old pack,” he commented, and slid her phone across the desk to her.

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She sat down and placed that plate on the desk and picked it up to read the messages. Some were from earlier in the day after her first bout of heat, and others were after the second bout. She was tempted to answer them, but another part of her didn’t really care anymore. It was obvious that she’d gone into heat and let someone else mate her through it.

She looked at Carol. “Did you get any messages?”

“Hmm, Letti and Becca, May, even messaged me.” Carol nodded. “I’ve told them you are alright, but other than that, nothing. I didn’t know what you would want me to tell them. Those three are aware of your bangle, though that second bout will not have been expected by anyone there.”

She nodded as she looked at the message list. There was just one from Anthony this morning after her first bout, but before her second one, ‘I’m sorry I’m not there.

That implied he thought she would have more bouts but would be alone and safe in a room by herself. Which meant he could still feel that she was in heat as well. She looked at Declan and the others in the room, “Do you think he left the pack to go to the Rising Blue Lotus?” she murmured. “Do we know anything?” she asked curiously.

She knew how long it took to get to the Rising Blue Lotus from Night Whispers; four hours, he’d sent that message about an hour and a half before her second bout had hit, he would have been hit with pains of betrayal while driving, because she’d let Declan sate it.

“We don’t know,” Declan shook his head. “He won’t drive himself even if he goes. That would be stupid! Do you want to call him and find out.”

She looked at the phone in her hand and then shook her head. “No, Christy likely found a way to stop him from leaving anyway.” She answered after only a moment’s thought.

“If he was wise, he wouldn’t have gone anywhere at all until he couldn’t feel you being mated through your heat, or knew it was over, know Nick would give you drugs for it.” Paul stated “I don’t think anyone would have let him leave the pack prior to that, not with him getting hit with the pains of betrayal. The Elders approved of you being mated by another through your heat. So….” he shook his head. “They should have stopped him from leaving even if Christy didn’t.”

She nodded and put the phone back on the desk and slid it back to Declan. She didn’t need to be concerned about Anthony anymore. There was no guilt for what had happened, because he’d been the one to shove her aside and only wanted Christy. He abandoned her first.

“He’s not called or messaged since my second bout.” She stated, “So…” she picked up her cake, “I can only take that as he understands I’m letting someone mate me through it. He has nothing to say, because he can’t say it’s my fault, or blame me for it. I’m not going to call him or text him and beg for forgiveness, or tell him I’m sorry, that it won’t happen again.

“Because it likely will happen again, and I’ll likely allow…” her eyes moved to Declan, as she thought about who she’d let sate that heat in six months’ time, if she was still bound to Anthony then.

Declan nodded as if he understood her unspoken words, and was in agreement with them, that he would mate her through it. He’d already offered to let it happen in full, kissed her and told her he found her attractive. He was, she realized, happy to help not only now but in the future as well

“He’ll know it’s over now, he would have felt the difference in himself. So he should call or text, but he hasn’t.”

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He could well still be sedated,” Declan commented, “That will depend on what they hit him with and what he told them he wanted. It could be a continuous drip once he’s out, and only to be removed if there are seen to be no more bouts in a few hours. It is detectable ever unconscious; one’s body moves near constantly.

“They’d be looking at the hours between the last two bouts and calculating it on that, so likely observing him now and will wake him slowly to ask him what he feels. When he senses nothing, only then will they remove it in full, and he’ll come back to his normal.” He looked at his watch. “Would be looking to test it now or in the next ten minutes or so.”

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