We end where we began.
Technically aligned.
Practically divided.
No trust gained.
Just time bought.
When it adjourns, I stand and leave immediately. I don’t linger. I don’t invite conversation. Staying would give them another angle, another chance to read something into my posture or expression. As I move toward the doors, the whispers pick up again, low and persistent, like insects you can’t swat without making a show of it.
Outside, the attention condenses.
The open air does nothing to thin it. If anything, it sharpens. Reporters. Runners. Observers pretending they’re there for something else entirely. Their eyes light up when they see me, questions already loaded and ready, sharpened on rumor.
“Savannah, can you comment on—”
“Is the coalition unified after today?”
“Are the rumors affecting negotiations?”
I keep walking.
“No statements,” I say once, clearly, without breaking stride.
Someone jogs to keep pace, microphone extended just a little too far into my space. “Is that because of internal disagreement or personal—”
I stop just long enough to look at them.
Not angry. Not defensive.
Assessing.
“No statements,” I repeat.
They falter. Just for a second. It’s enough. The space opens and I move through it before it can close again.
Back at camp, the quiet feels different.
Not relief.
Exposure.
Not political.
Personal.
Like the walls know my name now. Like the space I used to occupy without thought has learned how to look back. I set my bag down and stand there longer than necessary, listening to the ordinary sounds of the place. Boots on gravel. A door closing somewhere down the path. Someone laughing too loudly, the sound sharp in the evening air.
It all feels thinner. Less protected. Like everything familiar has been turned half a degree, just enough to be unsettling.
Ben finds me in the kitchen, staring at nothing with a mug cooling between my hands.
The comment.
The way the room tilted when someone decided my body was a bargaining chip, my intimacy a weakness to probe. The realization that nothing about me gets to be neutral anymore, not even what happens behind closed doors.
I understand it now.
Intimacy didn’t just sharpen leadership.
It made it visible.
And visibility is currency.
I lie back and stare at the ceiling, breath steady, mind clear in a way it hasn’t been for days. There’s no panic in it. No self-reproach.
Just clarity.
They will try to weaponize it.
They will imply distraction. Compromise. Vulnerability. They will treat closeness as leverage, connection as contamination, affection as something that can be used to tilt outcomes.
Just like everything else.
Let them try.
I close my eyes and let the weight of that truth settle fully into place, not as fear, but as preparation.

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