Savannah witnesses the failure in real time.
It isn’t abstract. It isn’t a report summarized into bullet points or a delayed briefing softened by careful language. It’s blood on concrete. It’s the metallic tang in the air that hits the back of my throat before I can prepare for it. It’s a she-wolf folded inward on herself, shaking, her hands clenched tight like she’s trying to hold her body together through force of will.
Protections were on the books.
They just weren’t enforced.
The knowledge lands with a weight that steals my breath. I stand there for a second too long, my mind trying to reject the reality in front of me, trying to find the administrative distance where I usually file these things. There isn’t one. This isn’t a failure I can delegate or contextualize.
She looks at me.
Not accusing. Not pleading.
Just hollow.
That’s worse.
I kneel because it feels wrong to tower over her. Someone hands me a blanket. Someone else says my name like it’s supposed to anchor me. I wrap the blanket around her shoulders and my hands shake, traitorous, visible. Her skin is cold. She flinches when I touch her and then relaxes, like she’s already decided there’s no point resisting anything anymore.
Later comes quickly. Later always does.
The details stack up fast. Who ignored what. Where the chain broke. Which enforcement unit flagged the issue and which one didn’t follow through. All the places where policy existed but action didn’t. All the moments where someone assumed someone else would handle it. Names. Dates. Missed handoffs. Quiet failures that didn’t look like malice until they added up to harm.
I signed the reform.
I didn’t make it real enough.
Guilt hits hard, sharp enough to feel physical. It lodges under my sternum and doesn’t move. I take it in stride at first, the way I always do. I compartmentalize. I tighten my schedule. I add reviews. I replay the sequence again and again, mapping where I should have pushed harder, where I should have checked instead of trusted.
Internalizing it feels like control.
If I hold it close enough, maybe it won’t happen again.
He steps closer. I can feel him there even before his hand finds my shoulder. I tense instinctively, like contact will crack something I’m still holding together through discipline alone.
“Talk to me,” he says.
I don’t.
The pressure builds anyway. It always does. Guilt doesn’t dissolve when ignored. It compounds. It stacks until the weight shifts suddenly and everything underneath gives.
The break comes quietly.
Not with shouting. Not with anger.
Just exhaustion.
I’m sitting on the edge of the bed, boots still on, staring at nothing, when it hits. My breath stutters. My shoulders sag. The image I’ve been holding at arm’s length rushes forward all at once, sharp and unfiltered.

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