The Salvation Knights MC Jinx's Mistake (by KJ) novel Chapter 44

Chapter 44: Expectations

Jinx’s P.O.V.

Clems

The answer to that question was yes. A very fu.cking loud yes that I felt through my bones. I was brimming with anticipation over having Deidra’s sassy mouth around my co.ck. God, I can’t tell ya how many times I’ve imagined it. Especially since I’ve kissed her.

“Brixton,” she sang out teasingly. “You look… nervous.”

I am. I really fu.cking am. Because I’m definitely not going to last long. And I seriously doubt I’ll be able to control myself. What if I don’t and Deidra doesn’t like it? What if I do and she’s

disappointed?

“Brix… you’re making me nervous,” she laughed. “What’s your deal? It’s just me.”

Something between a scoff and a laugh left my lips. Deidra furrowed her brow, but I offered no further explanation. I just stared at her, staying still like my feet were rooted to the floor.

Just her? Just her??? Just the girl I’ve had secret feelings for all my damn life. And she’s about to put my co.ck down her throat. No big deal at all.

Jesus, I sound like a fu.cking p****y. I just can’t help it. The amount of fu.cking excitement

pumping through me is taking up my entire brain. I’m hella nervous though. I’m going to blow so

quickly. I almost wish I could go jerk off in the bathroom just to prolong the moment.

But there will be other times. I’ll make sure of it. I will have Deidra wrapped around me for the rest

of her damn life. All aspects of her. It’ll all be mine.

“What?” Deidra asked with a raised brow.

“The fact that it’s you is what makes me nervous,” admitted, trying to be honest with her.

“Afraid you’re going to do something embarrassing and I’ll tell the whole club?” She teased me.

“Nah,” I replied, swallowing past the lump in my throat. My brothers would tease me forever about it, but they’re my brothers. That’s what we do. All in good fun. Plus, there are other brothers that have far more embarrassing stories than nutting too quickly from a blow–job, or becoming whipped when you find “the one“. And Deidra is definitely mine.

“Then what?” she asked.

“Damn, Rosebud, I’m just afraid of disappointing you,” I blurted, making her giggle.

“Shouldn’t / be worried about that?” She asked, a teasing smile on her face.

Neither of us moved. I was rooted, stuck in that spot. Deidra looked relaxed though as she leaned

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against the side of the armchair. Which made me even more excited. Because she was relaxed.

We were talking about her sucking my d***k, and she was relaxed. That means she’s getting more

comfortable with me. That’s a good sign, right?

“What if I’m smaller than you’re expectin‘?” I replied. I meant for it to come out as a joke, but I

sounded completely serious. It made heat rush to my cheeks as Deidra laughed behind her hand. I

knew I wasn’t small, but how embarrassing to fu.cking say something like that. I’m supposed to be

a bada.ss, confident biker.

“Uhm, well, I kinda felt it earlier, and I was not disappointed at all,” she told me, trying not to laugh more. “And it’s not like I have a lot to compare it to either. You’ve probably been with a million women,” she said, her voice getting grumpier until she was frowning and rolling her eyes.

Seeing my flower like that made something in me relax. I chuckled as I finally managed to make my feet move. I was to her in three long strides, wrapping one arm around her waist and grabbing her chin with the other. I forced her head up, and she glared at me. Her arms were crossed in front

of her, and she apparently wasn’t moving to grab a hold of me right now.

“I’ve honestly probably not been with as many girls as you think I have, Tiger Lily,” I said, my voice

gentle but with an edge to it. “You’ll be the best no matter what though, because you’re the only girl

I’ve ever had feelings for.”

“R–really?” She asked, her face morphing into surprise.

“Yes, and I’ve been dreaming about a moment like this since I was a horny little teenager,” I said

with a laugh. “I’m going to bust quick. Plus… I kinda like to take control. You’ve had feelings for

other people before though. I feel like I have a longer way to go to impress you.”

Deidra’s face scrunched up in the cutest way, it made a smile spread across my face.

“Shouldn’t your time to impress me be… when you’re between my legs?” She asked in all

seriousness. “I mean, how does one impress the person giving them head?”

“And now I can’t stop picturing you with my tongue on your p****y,” I blurted, but the way Deidra

reacted… Her breath hitched, her spine straightened, her hands dropped to my stomach, and lust

filled those bright hazel eyes of hers. It had my confidence growing rapidly, causing more words to

tumble out of my mouth. “You wanna know how I think you’ll be? What will impress me?”

“B–Brix,” she breathed out, gripping my shirt.

“I bet you’ll squirm around so much I’ll have to pin you down to the bed,” I said, staring her right in the eyes. “I bet you’ll moan and beg. I bet my name will fall off your lips so much, it’ll be the only word you remember by the time I’m done with you. bet you’ll pull on my hair harder than you do when we make out. And I bet you’ll squirt all over my face, drenching me completely.” I even licked

my lips at the end and winked at her.

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Deidra’s face was extremely red by the time I was done. Her chest was rising and falling faster than normal. My co.ck was throbbing in my jeans. The look on her face was like she wanted to beg me to do just that. And I wanted to. Badly. f***k whatever promise she made to me. I’ll gladly dive

between her legs instead.

“I–I’ve never… s–squirted before,” she stuttered. “W–what if I can’t?”

I chuckled as I leaned down, brushing my lips across her cheek until they were brushing against

her ear.

“If you can’t… then that would be completely fine because everything about you is perfect to me,” I

whispered in her ear. “But I bet you a date when we get home that I can.”

“A d–date?” She asked as I leaned away enough to look her in the eyes. “Back h–home?”

“Yes,” I replied, tracing her bottom lip with my thumb. “If I can make you squirt by eating you out…

then we go on a date when we get home.”

“B–b–but-”

“No buts,” I cut her off.

“Well, what if I don’t?” She asked. “Then what?”

“Then we still go on a date when we get home,” I said. “But you will, so don’t worry.”

“You’re so confident,” she grumbled.

“I’m very confident about giving you more pleasure than you’ve ever felt in your life,” I said teasingly. “No other guy you’ve ever been with will be able to compare. I’ll completely ruin you for anyone else.”

Deidra’s breath hitched again.

“That was so hot,” she breathed out.

And then her lips were on mine. I kissed her back immediately. My hand that was holding her chin moved to the back of her head as my other held her tighter against me. Deidra shoved on my chest, shuffling me backwards. I let her shove me around, not a care in the damn world. I’d follow her into the fiery pits of hell if she wanted me to.

The back of my legs hit the couch right before I fell backwards. Deidra stood in front of me, between my legs. She had one hand on my shoulder and the other moving up and down my chest in a sensual way that sent tingles straight to my balls. I grabbed her hips, fully intending to pull her on top of me. I’ll settle for grinding if she wants.

However, Deidra wouldn’t budge. Before I could yank her towards me, she fell to her knees in front of me. My eyes widened slightly and every drop of blood in my body went right to my co.ck. I was

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painfully throbbing for her. Seeing her in front of me like this is making it all worse. I can see right down her shirt too. She’s the perfect height and angle for me to pull her t**s out and f***k them

too.

I gulped and Deidra smiled at me.

“I only have experience with one other person, just so you know,” she said softly as her fingers slowly, teasingly moved up my thighs. “So, I hope I’m not bad at this.”

Wait, did she say only one other person? Did… The take Deidra’s virginity? I know she didn’t have any boyfriends, but I kind of thought she was having fun at college. I mean, who wouldn’t? That makes me hate that dillhole even more now. And myself. I could have been her fucking only…

I was a bit lost in my thoughts until I felt Deidra’s fingers reach the waistband of my boxer–briefs. My spine straightened and my co.ck twitched. Deidra hesitated for a moment, her eyes on me as she finally reached in and wrapped her small hand around my d***k. A small groan tumbled from deep in my chest. The sound made Deidra perk up a bit.

I can’t believe this is really happening…

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