The Yakuza’s Mute Bride novel Chapter 33

Chapter 33

Chapter 33

(Back to Naomi Point of View)

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“Tadashi-sama.”

The sound came first.

Soft, formal, trembling at the edges. a voice I half-recognized, speaking a name that didn’t belong to this place.

Tadashi?

My eyelids fluttered.

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For a few seconds, the world bled in through layers of white and shadow a ceiling that wasn’t wooden, light that wasn’t the muted gold of Kyoto but the sterile, fluorescent hush of a London hospital. The air smelled of disinfectant, and something faintly metallic, like rain on iron.

My body ached in unfamiliar ways. There was a needle taped to my hand, a soft beeping somewhere near my ear. I tried to turn my head and felt a pull, a protest in my ribs.

The moment I moved, memories rushed back like a tide breaking.

Reiko.

The van.

Hands over my mouth.

The smell of sweat and gasoline.

My own voice- or what was left of it – breaking in my throat until sound became pain.

And then

–

– that voice.

His voice. Tadashi’s…

Calling my name through the chaos.

I thought I’d imagined it. But now-

“The police are here to conduct an investigation; they’re outside,” a man’s voice said near the door, clipped and formal. “They’re asking for you.”

Another voice answered – lower, tired, unmistakable.

“Tell them to wait.”

I turned my head toward the sound and saw him.

Tadashi was sitting beside the bed, his elbows resting on his knees, the shadows under his eyes deeper than I’d ever seen. His black shirt was rumpled, the cuffs rolled back, a smear of dried blood- not his, maybe not mine along the collar.

–

He looked like a man who hadn’t slept in days.

For a heartbeat, he didn’t see me. His gaze was somewhere else

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on the wall, or maybe on a memory that still bled. Then,

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as if drawn by some silent thread, his eyes found mine.

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For a heartbeat, neither of us spoke. His expression softened, but only slightly. Then he leaned forward and, without a word, pressed his lips to my forehead.

It was the gentlest thing I’d ever felt.

And the saddest.

“I’ll be right back,” he said quietly. “Get some rest.”

The door closed behind him before I could move, before I could write, before I could ask the thousand questions filling my chest.

The room stayed silent for a moment then I heard another voice-familiar, careful, steady.

“Stay with her,” Tadashi said from the hall.

The door opened again, and Ai stepped inside.

Her face was different too-more serious, more guarded-but when she smiled, it was the same warmth that once anchored me when I was adrift in a foreign land.

“How are you, Naomi-san?”

The suffix startled me.

It had been years since anyone here had called me that. When we’d landed in London two years ago, I’d made them all promise: no honorifics. ‘We’re not in Japan anymore,’ I had written. ‘Call me Naomi.

But hearing it now-Naomi-san-felt like being wrapped again in a life I thought I’d left behind.

I tried to sit up.

Pain rippled through me, but not sharp this time. The bruises were fading; the soreness dulled.

So, I nodded and gave her a small thumbs-up.

Ai’s eyes softened. She picked up the little notepad from the bedside table and handed it to me with my pen. “You remember this,” she said, teasing lightly.

I smiled, my hands already moving. “I miss talking to you.”

She read the line and smiled, but before she could reply, the door opened again.

“Yukito,” she murmured.

He stepped in quietly, tall and composed as ever-but his expression broke when he saw me awake. “The sleeping princess is finally awake,” he said with mock drama.

I grinned, weakly.

“It’s nice to see color in your face again,” he added. “You don’t look like a ghost anymore.”

Ai smacked his arm with a glare. “Don’t say things like that!”

He only laughed softly, rubbing the back of his head.

But his eyes stayed on me, full of something else-relief, yes, but also sorrow.

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“Have you seen Tadashi-sama?” he asked.

I nodded, then shrugged, unsure how to answer.

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Ai giggled. “She just woke up. He was right here when she opened her eyes, but he left before she could write anything.”

He nodded “I sec.”

The way Yukito said it-flat, unreadable-made me pause.

Something in his tone didn’t fit.

The humor vanished, replaced by that sharp, soldier-still composure I’d seen only in Japan, when danger was near.

I frowned, pen hovering above the page. “Why… you act like that toward him?” I wrote.

He didn’t answer right away. His gaze shifted toward the window, to the gray London skyline outside. Rain streaked the glass like tired tears.

That was when I felt it – that quiet, familiar tension in the air. The kind that used to settle in the Masayoshi estate before something broke.

When Tadashi was near.

The door opened again before I could write another question.

He was back.

The change in atmosphere was immediate – a gravity that pulled everyone else slightly smaller.

Even in the dull hospital light, Tadashi seemed carved from shadow and exhaustion. His coat was still damp from rain; a faint cut traced his jaw, half-hidden beneath stubble. He looked like London itself gray, sleepless, endless.

“Outside,” he said.

Yukito stiffened. “But-”

Tadashi’s voice didn’t rise, but it didn’t need to. “Now.”

Yukito’s mouth tightened. He bowed and left without another word. Ai followed him reluctantly, glancing back once at me before closing the door.

The silence that followed was so thick it seemed to hum.

Tadashi stayed near the window for a moment, his back to me. The city’s weak sunlight traced his silhouette – tall, immovable.

“I thought I’d lost you,” he said finally.

His voice was rough, low, unguarded.

I fumbled for the pen. ‘You didn’t.’

He turned. For a second, the mask slipped something raw flickered in his eyes.

“London hasn’t changed you,” he said quietly with a small smile that so him. “But it changed everything else.”

I blinked. I didn’t understand.

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He stepped closer, the sound of his shoes soft on the tile. “When I saw what they’d done to you… Naomi, I nearly forgot who I was.”

My fingers tightened around the pen.

Forgot who he was.

The words felt dangerous.

‘What did you do?’ I wrote quickly.

He didn’t answer. Just looked at me, and I knew.

Whatever he had done to get me back it wasn’t clean.

It wasn’t lawful.

–

It wasn’t something he wanted me to forgive.

He reached out, hesitated, then brushed his fingers lightly against my hair, careful not to touch the bandages along my temple.

“I came because I couldn’t stay away any longer,” he said, voice low.

The words cracked something open inside me.

But before I could respond – before the pen could even touch paper – there was a knock at the door.

“Detective Alridge, Metropolitan Police, came a muffled British voice.

Tadashi’s jaw tightened.

The transformation was instant

command death.

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from the man who had just spoken my name like a prayer to the leader whose tone could

He turned to me. “Rest,” he said softly. “Don’t speak. Don’t write. I’ll handle this.”

He brushed his thumb across my cheek behind him with a muted click.

–

a fleeting, almost invisible gesture and then he was gone, the door closing

Through the wall, I could hear his voice again — calm, steady, the voice of control. But underneath it, there was something else.

A tremor.

A fracture.

Something in Tadashi Masayoshi had changed.

What happened to him?

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