Three Years Later, He Came Back Begging novel Chapter 226

What had he even done since coming back home?

Lawrence shut his eyes, feeling that familiar sting of regret pulse through him. It was like he couldn’t even keep track of everything he’d screwed up. Mistake after mistake, his life just felt like a never-ending list of things gone wrong.

He’d tried to keep it together, tried to tuck all that restless, messy energy somewhere deep inside. But the instant he saw Bonnie, every ounce of willpower just snapped, like his nerves had finally hit breaking point and everything exploded.

Finding out that Bonnie was out on a blind date, something inside him just lost it. All he could think was, no. That couldn’t happen. Bonnie with someone else? He couldn’t accept it.

She was his. That thought just wrapped around him, tighter every time he tried to fight it off. It squeezed him until he could barely breathe. Nothing made it go away. Not even pain.

He knew he had to do something. Anything, just to ease the ache for a second. He wandered back to what felt easiest—seeing Bonnie, keeping her from her dates. Even though it meant doing things he knew she’d hate, he just kept repeating the same mistake, over and over.

He told himself to stop. After all, they were broken up, strangers to each other now. It was all his fault, anyway. He had no grounds to meddle in her life anymore.

But Lawrence never managed to stop himself. Every time, he did the wrong thing.

Even talking to Quentin about it was torture. Each word burned his throat like he was choking on glass, making his whole body tense with guilt.

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