One Sided Love novel Chapter 11

ALEX

Its almost a year ... a fucking year when I lost my wife.... she should be here celebrating her daughter birthday but destiny has other fucking plans for us.... and there was Kate... fuck last time I make out with her n I still can taste her .. her pale skin n those pink nipples damnnn she was fucking hot lieing there....I try to ignore her afterward but today she looks exceptionally pretty with her pink flowery dress n curly long black hair gives me a feelings which I dnt want to have .... I try to block her image by getting drunk ... then I felt some one was knocking my door... who the hell can be... when I open my bedroom door it was kate standing there.... I was speechless for a moment I thought im dreaming but when she talked I came back to my senses 

Kate said ' Alex ...I just dropped emma n put her in bed ...your mother told me that you looked tense so I thought to check on you ' 

she was not looking at me ... she seems to be very nervous around me n why wont she.... because I always say shitty things to her without thinking n she said she drop emma... emma fuck what kind of father im how can I forget about my daughter who is the only thing that keeping me alive ...

I said ' I fine just little tired come inside I was just drinking .'... she followed reluctantly n 

say ' I think I should go you must be tired n im too so bye'

I hold her hand n said ' I told you to say ... I know you hate me but please I need some company'.... 

She replied ' alex I never hated you how can you think something about this... I just dnt want to upset you more '

'haha upset my whole life is upset pretty girl n you r not the reason' I said to her

'im sorry you felt this way but you have to move on for emma sake and you have to find your happiness in your life ' she said to me while sitting with me

I replied ' fuck my happiness ... I dnt know how to do this n I feel so much anger towards everyone that I can't control my self ' I say to her

And like a animal I start attacking her I kissed her lips bite her nick that I know leaves mark , she try to touch me but I hold her hands because I know its too much if she touch me I will lose control .... I was undress by the time n start preparing my self when she look my cock she yelp a little .. I internally grin about my size .... After that I touch her ... her whole body flinch with my single touch ... I told her to relax ... may be she react this way ... I started fingering her but she was so damn tight n her moan show she was uncomfortable so I play with her slowly to relax her... when she came I know she is ready... when I climb towards her body her pale skin was pink n damn her face was glowing ... I know I can't control myself so I enter her ...

I told her 'kate  just relax ok! You are so damn tight baby.. let me get inside you more... how long it is for you' 

But I didn't let her answer that because with one trust I was inside of her ... it was total heaven... but what shocked me most were her cries n the barrier that I felt.... I stop n looked her tear covered face In shocked that she was fucking virgin .

I asked ' why the fuck.... you never told me you were virgin .... I could have seriously hurt you'

She try to respond but I told her that it doesn't matter because seriously at this point i cant even control my self .... so I try to make it better for her .... I fucked her slowly then increased my speed ... at some point I found her tightening her walls around my cock n I touch her down to get her off n then she came and I followed her after three thrust n said fuck so loud. .... n then I fall on top of her n dnt know when sleep came.