One Sided Love novel Chapter 13

Kate

(After two month)

I visit emily grave n put some flowers in her grave.... I sit n remember our time together n what she will do If she was in my condition

I said ' hi Emily how r you... well im so sorry for being a horrible sister .... I have already apologized to you about what I did with Alex but now I think you will never forgive me for this ... but I really want you to forgive me because you r the only one whose going to support me otherwise I cant live like this .... plz emily forgive me n pray that today I can do something '  

  With that I left graveyard n drive to Alex mansion. I kept my promise to Alex that I won't tell any one.... two month ago when Alex throw me outside his house ... I feel so guilty that what I did with emily... I made up mind that I won't come back here but after few weaks I start missing emma so much that I know if I dnt met her I will die... alex mom told me that emma is also missing me n always asked about me... I decided I have to meet her.... so I asked alex mom where is alex .. she told me that alex is in the office n he usually come early in the night to spend some time with emma .... so I make sure to visit emma at those days where Alex was not around....I was thinking so much about emma that I forget that I have already reached Alex home.

Alex

'Dadda! Dadda... horsey.. horsey....' emma said to me in her cute baby voice 

I laughed n picked her n said 

'you want me to become horse what about flying like superman ....'

I start flying emma like a superman n she start giggling that put a smile in my face.

Emma was the highlight of my days ... she kept me so busy with herself that I forget about my worries ....

I said ' now its foody time ... so lets see what we have'

I start looking at fridge n found some rice n chicken ... since emma is taking hard meals so I decided it will looked good...

I put food in front of her n said eat but my baby was distracted by the birds she saw in the kitchen window...

I said ' emma baby eat '

Emma said 'Dadda ... birdy....(while eating her food n then she start bubbling about other things which I dnt get but then she she Kate name)

EMMA: aunt katie .... emma need aunt katie dadda ..

Everyday emma talks about kate .... I know she meet emma when my im in office n always cooked meals for us n always go when its my time to come home.... honestly speaking I feel like shit what happen between us but I tell myself that was important but I did .... I never saw her after that night n she has kept her promise about not telling anyone ... but everynight the flashes of kate flushed body with her swell lips always came in my mind but when I saw my emily picture in my bedside table I feel so guilty that im betraying her... 

I was lost in my thoughts that I hear a bell ring since all the staff is working outside so went there to open the door when I did... I saw kate standing nervously in my door 

' kate' I dnt know what my tone was when I said her name but she flinched n looked me with her feared eyes

'can.. I.... I come in please ' she said

I didn't say anything n open the door for her to come in...

She looked so weak n fragile that first thought came into my mind was she  sick... 

She said ' I know you dnt want me here but I want..want to talk to you about something'

I was still shocked she was here 

I said ' ok ... but emma is in the kitchen after I put her for nap we will then'

After hearing emma's name her whole face lighten up n she started to walk towards kitchen when she stop n looked at me nervously

' if you dnt mind... can .. I meet her plz'

They way she said it totally break me ... clearly she miss emma alot n her love for emma is quite evident

I said ' I don't mind. ...she was also talking about you'

She went directly to the kitchen n said 

'Emma!!! My beautiful baby girl .... I miss you so much ..

She picked emma n kissed her faced 

Emma was so excited to see kate she started giggling n keep holding kate neck n told her she miss her too

' Aunt katie ... emma want no eat... emma want dolly'