One Sided Love novel Chapter 17

Alex

- Fuck.... there is seriously something wrong with me .... I can't control n lust n anger when ever im with kate... she bring the best n worse in me .... but still if something happen to kate by my action I would have never forgive myself ..... she looked so scared of me like im going to kill her baby... damn those feelings kill me ...

Shawn enter the room n looked a little disturbed n said

' what happen to kate she is not looking good may be you should...' may be he looked into my expression n realized im the one who upset kate 

He said ' man! What the hell is wrong with you if you hate her so much then dont marry her... but fucking realized that she is pregnant with your child whom you are clearly abandoning before the birth.... you r such a bastard'

I looked to him ' shawn dont fucking start I know what im doing n you r my lawyer so fucking support me'

He said ' I wish I wasn't your lawyer.... the fucked up thing do did in prenup is beyond unacceptable n how can you fucking disown your unborn child .... what's the baby fault dude.... for god sake looked at your actions n think what r you doing to this child'

I replied ' I don't want this baby ... I never wanted this ... emma is my only child she deserves everything .... Emily was my world n I lost her but emma is only thing left of Emily I will never fucking share myself with other baby .... she is my first priority not that baby '

I know im acting as a cruel bastard but that truth I can lose emma .

' your room is ready it is two door next to emmas .. go n have rest ... the maid will do the unpacking of your stuff tomorrow'

I was little confused he said my room does he mean he will still stay at his old room not with me.... will sometime I really want to laugh at my thoughts that why would he want to share a room with me... im just an unwanted wife... a disappointment like my father said 

Alex said ' dnt stand here like that , look Kate today my emotions are every where so plz dnt test my patience '

I moved to my new room , without my husband... so that's how I start my new journey.