One Sided Love novel Chapter 32

Kate

Days turns into weeks n weeks turns into month ..... but Alex indifference towards Aria was same to same ... He never give her any love n kisses whenever he came from office .... he just picked Emma n play with her even Emma notice that n tell him that why dont he give kisses n hugs to Aria that he give to her .... Alex looked very uncomfortable n try to make any excuse... he never even go to nursery to check her for once how she is doing...n I even doubt that he have any idea that that Aria is now 6 months old n she started to grow daily so healthy n beautiful ... that one look at her will make any one falls in love with her....

I usually have to keep aria out of Alex way because of one incident he clearly told that when he is in the home Aria should be not around 

That incident started .... Alex was having a very important call from office...n Aria was keep crying so loudly... Alex was becoming extremely annoyed n disturb... he told me to take her somewhere... I didn't know he just put some important papers in the lounge....

Aria was getting very fussy to be in her room so i brought her outside the room n started rooming her in the house suddenly martha called me to come in kitchen ... some dish she was making is not coming up good ... I put Aria in her baby chair n give her the toy to distract her.... When I was in the kitchen within 2 minutes I heard Aria was crying so loudly n Alex was cursing again n again.... my heart dropped when I heard them ... I run n saw Aria was crying so hysterically I become so worried that something is happening to her I automatically picked her asked her ' Whats wrong my baby... Are you hurt... tell me ... plz tell mama.. what happened... Oh my god Alex you tell me what happened'

He looked so angry n intense ' Nothing happened to her ... she dropped the glass of water on these paper... these were so fucking important... I just unintentionally said loudly what the fuck.... she get scared'

I become angry ' whats wrong with you Alex she is just a baby... she didn't even know what she did...n you shouted at her .... n know she is too scared ...'

He looked defensively 'I know but I didn't shout at her ... it was reflex action from my side.... you should have not put her here ...especially when im in home make sure she is in her room..... '

With that he storm in his office.

I kissed Aria n coo her n told her that mama will protect her from everything...n I start crying with aria softly.

That was few months ago..... today was Emma first day of school ... she is going to play group n my Emma is in no mode of going 

' But mama I want to play with Aria no with new peepls' emma said 

I gently told her ' Baby you can come after school n play with Aria n its only 4 hours n it peoples not peepls ok...'

With that Alex came n picked Emma kissed his head n said ' Baby girl your mama is right its only few hours n you r going to be back soon ... now lets have breakfast first n then you can tell me what do you want for your coming birthday'

Well that take all worries of our emma 

In our the dinning room we were having breakfast ... Alex said ' Kate are you sure you can pick emma on time... I mean with your gym n yoga thing'

I have started yoga after Aria... Rachel become my companion in that .... 

I replied ' of course no problem ... I will free till that time n pick Emma'

Emma said ' Daddddddyyy.... listen na I want horsey baby for my birthday'

Me n Alex laughed for her obsession with horse n ponies

Alex replied ' you mean a pony... what do you gonna do with that... you dont even know how to ride'

Emma said ' I know daddy I know to ride ... n you will help also... plzzz daddy '

Alex smiled n said ' ok we will see... but no promises'

Emma pout 'ok daddy but I know you will buy me'

Alex n me just laughed at her cute assumptions.

Martha come in the dinning room holding Aria baby food in a bowl .... which I found to be quite full

Martha said ' Mrs Alex Aria is not having her breakfast I tried but she is throwing it n crying ...'

I replied ' she was not having feed too ...this is very important she have this... give this to me I will check'

Martha reluctantly said ' I think she is becoming cranky just sitting all the time in a room ... I thought to take her outside the garden but today is little cold so avoided it'

Martha knows I can't bring Aria outside when Alex is there... I just asked Martha just give me the bowl I will try...

Emma said ' mama bring Aria here she will eat here '

I saw Alex become tense so I said ' hmmm I think Aria is not hungry ... but she will cry here more n disturb everyone...so I will feed her in nursery..

I went to nursey n picked my crying baby... Looking her my heart break that what a terrible mother im ... she clearly want to go out ... but because of Alex I can't... my baby have to gone through this so many time n I don't know how I will stop this

I decided to take her with me during gym ... may be out of home she will be less cranky