It was too much. The pain.
I couldn't handle it.
I felt someone rubbing my forehead, it was warm, it made me want to lean into to. But I could still feel the pain. And it was worse than ever.
I was too hot.
Breathing in deeply, I tried to make the pain better, but it got worse as it had already spread through my body completely.
I only opened my eyes slightly, but the image was blurry. All I could see were colours everywhere.
The pain seemed to go on for what felt like hours before it finished, but not before my whole head cracked and formed into a new shape, with felt like the worse pain ever.
Pain. That's all I felt.
I was engulfed in darkness, yet I could hear people shuffling around and moving about. I tried to pry my eyes open, but they felt as though they were glued shut.
I felt a warm hand take mine in and I gripped it back in return.
"Mom, she's awake, hurry mom," I heard someone shout, which caused me to wince slightly as my head was pounding.
I heard someone run in and and listen to my heartbeat using a stethoscope.
"Sophia, Sophia, can you hear me? If you can squeeze my hand again," I heard another voice say.
Using the smallest amount of strength left I had in me, I squeezed their hand to indicate that I could hear them. I tried to speak, but my throat felt dried as though I hadn't drank anything for days.
"She's awake! Ok, Sophia, I want you to open your eyes very, very carefully, ok?" that same deep voice asked again.
Slowly, I tried to open my eyes, with as much effort as I could. As soon as my eyes opened, I was always blinded by the lights. Lifting my weak hand, I placed in on top of my eyes.
"Hold on, let me turn the lights off," the man spoke again.
Few seconds later, I felt them sit next to me again as the bed dipped.That voice seemed familiar, their scent seemed familiar too.
Even though my arms, or any part of my body, protested in pain, I lifted my arm and gently rubbed her arm. "Shhh, hey, it's not your fault, ok? Don't ever blame yourself. I was bound to shift sooner or later and it's not your fault my mate isn't here, so it was going to be painful anyways," I soothed her.
Her sobs quitened down a little, but she still kneeled in front of me, with tears streaming down her face and looking at the floor like a five-year-old child, who was being punished, while hiccupping very loudly that it filled the whole room.
"So you're not angry with me?" she whispered, scared of what I was going to say next.
"No! What?! Of course not!" I exclaimed.
She nodded and sighed in relief. She sat up on my bed and I took my hand back. Alpha wasn't here anymore, so he must've gone out during Emma's little outburst.
"So, how long was I out for?" I asked.
"Two weeks and today would've been the sixth day," she replied.
"Wow," I muttered, not knowing what to say.
"The doctors thought you weren't going to make it because you were way too weak to shift, even with your mate next to you," she frowned.
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