I teared up and flinched when she said 'mate'. I knew my mate would never be next to me, but he would probably be marking someone like Nicole. He would never love me; never be mine. I was too ugly, too weak and too stupid for him. He derserved someone better, someone who'd be the perfect Luna, someone like Nicole.
"Oh," I muttered, not knowing what to say once again.
"The doctors say you need to put on more weight and then start excersising regularly," she explained.
I nodded. I always knew I was underweight, probably because I wasn't allowed to eat because my dear brother would say that I was too fat to eat and that I should starve myself to lose some weight so that I could just be a tiny bit prettier- that alone was enough for me to stop eating properly, so he didn't even had to restrict the amount the of food I ate, but he did anyways.
"Yep, we need to get you to a normal weight, then, we need to get to go shopping and have a make-over, because you obviously want to start your life from the beginning," she grinned, looking a child on Christmas Day.
"Yep," I nodded, agreeing with her with a small smile on my face. I needed a new make-over because I was going to turn a new leaf over and start my life fresh as a brand new person.
"Oh my gosh, I'm so excited, but you seriously have to get healthy super fast, okay? Promise me?" she asked, holding out her pinky finger.
Rolling my eyes, I smiled and hooked my pinky finger with hers as well. "Yes, I promise for the hundredth time!" I huffed.
She grinned, bouncing up and down, all signs of sorrow gone now. She started then telling me about her friends at school and how kind they were and how they'd love me. I was excited to go back to school, because now, I'd actually have a friend, who's not scared to stick up for who she cares for.
She finished telling me about one of her friends Jade, who is apparently and I quote, 'the-doesn't-take-shit-from-anyone-kinda-gurl' when she got into a fight with one of the bitches and pulled out her extension, and when she did, half her hair was missing. I laughed at that, and I felt good laughing after crying for so long.
I'd just finished laughing when a gentle knock came from the other side of the door. "Come in," I said loud enough for them to hear.
A head peered in and looked around, Claire finally saw my face with a small smile on it and entered the room. She took a seat beside me when Emma excused herself, saying that she needed to go to meet someone.
"So how are you feeling?" she asked softly.
"Better," I smiled.
"Good, as you already know, you need to eat, and once you get to a normal weight, you need to excerise and eat healthy, because right now, you are about as strong as a twig," she said in her motherly tone, which made me smile on the inside.
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