Rebirth : A Woman With Frozen Heart novel Chapter 63

Inside an apartment...

Cao Feng entered his apartment with An Fu followed behind him. His face was tensed and in rage. As soon as they reached toward the living room, An Fu spoke, "Why?"

Cao Feng turned around to face him. "Why what?" He asked calmly.

An Fu took a few strides and clamped Cao Feng's shoulders with his hand, "Don't play with me! Why do you want to be a cultivator?! Why do you want to join the captain?! All of this without discussing with me first?!"

Cao Feng chuckled softly and grinned, "You speak a lot~"

"A Feng!" An Fu shook Cao Feng body once, his face showed how frustrated he was.

Cao Feng stared at An Fu for a while before speaking, "An An, how long do you think our relationship can continue?"

An Fu didn't say anything except staring at Cao Feng in silence.

"We are two guys, there is no future in two guys having a relationship." Cao Feng released himself from An Fu grip, "..I am gay to begin with but you.. An An.. You're not.."

True..

Cao Feng was gay, he realized his sexual orientation during high school. He was quite flustered at first, didn't know what to do. He didn't dare to tell it to anyone, at the time it put so much pressure on him. He decided to tell his parents, their relationship was good and he trusted them to support and accept him, but... it was a big mistake..

Cao Feng still remembered that day clearly..

How they stared at him in disbelief and disgust, it as if he was the most disgusting freak in the whole world. Then they stared shouted at him, throwing insults and scorns. That was the moment his heart broke to pieces..

From that day on, Cao Feng was alienated by his family. He wasn't allowed to go to Cao Family gathering as if his existence was a taboo. It broke his heart even more.. Cao Feng even considered to kill himself..

That was when Cao Wen visited him. He was wondering why Cao Feng didn't go to family gathering anymore and every time he asked Cao Feng's parents, they always said that Cao Feng was ill. At first, Cao Feng keep Cao Wen at arms length. Being betrayed by his parents had made Cao Feng became a person who couldn't trust people easily. Yet despite all the harsh words he threw at Cao Wen, his cousin never back down.

It took a while before Cao Feng finally confided to Cao Wen about his sexual orientation. He was nervous about Cao Wen's reaction and to his surprise, Cao Wen's reaction was normal. He was a bit surprised but he didn't feel disgusted with Cao Feng. From that point on, Cao Wen had become like an older brother to Cao Feng. He even followed Cao Wen when he said he was going to enter military. Cao Feng left the house and never return to that damnable house even once.

Unlike Cao Feng, An Fu was not gay..

He was straight before both of them became sex friends and later became lovers.

"...You want to break up with me?" An Fu asked, his expression was so scary that it sent shivers down Cao Feng's spine.

"Your parents have been pressing you to get married, right?" Cao Feng still dared himself to speak despite the scary look on An Fu's face. "..I think this is the best time to--"

"..Break up?" An Fu finished Cao Feng's words.