Rejecting cheating husband my alpha awakening novel Chapter 109

Chapter 97 

He tugged me toward him gently causing me to fall into him. I wrapped my arms around him and laid. my head on his shoulder, inhaling his scent. He wrapped his strong arms around my waist pressing me tightly against him, I savored every ounce of this I was getting. We spent the rest of the day just cuddling, Dez was always touching me in some way. I knew he was testing himself, he was seeing exactly what the 

limit was. 

I didn’t complain, I was happy he was touching me at all. 

“Dez” I said hesitantly, he hummed in response. 

“I know you’re touching me to test your strength, but how come you haven’t kissed me?” I asked his hand. froze mid tracing designs on my thigh lightly. 

“That’s a matter of self–control not strength Kendal” he told me resting his hand on my thigh running it up my side to my waist and then settling it. 

“But if you lost self control you couldn’t hurt me anyways” I said thinking it through out loud, he stared at me but didn’t reply. 

“If I kiss you then it might lead to… other things” he finally said. 

“Okay… is that a bad thing?” I asked. 

“Kendal this is your virginity we’re talking about.” He reminded me hardly. 

“Okay would you rather me lose it to someone else then?” I asked sarcastically, he growled and yanked. my body forward into. His growl sent shivers down my spine, I could feel an adrenaline rush begin just because my automatic response to the growl of an alpha was to run. The spot on my thigh where he grabbed me hurt a little. 

“Don’t speak like that.” He demanded. 

“Fine then what exactly is the problem again?” I asked innocently giving him a sweet smile. There was still an animalistic look in his eyes but it was slowly fading as his dilated pupils got smaller. As my thigh pulsed, I knew there would probably be a light bruise where his fingertips dug into my skin. I prayed he wouldn’t see it, or all my progress would just be thrown out the window. He was taking too long to respond. 

“I don’t understand Dezmond. If you’re afraid of hurting me, then right now would be perfect because you cant hurt me that much. If you don’t want to have sex with me then… I don’t understand. If you don’t” !! us to be officially mated that doesn’t make sense because we’ve already done half of it and it cant be undone. If you don’t want me to get pregnant then that’s fine, we can take precautions. If you-” he cut off 

Chapter 97, 

my rambling with a swift kiss. I fell into him as my mind melted into a puddle. 

breathing heavily but sacrificed my oxygen for another kle 

My heart hammered in my chest and there was butterflies floating in my stomach. I reached for any part of him I could find and twisted my fingers in his hair. His lips molded perfectly to mine. He gripped my waist pulling my body impossibly closer to his. He bit my bottom lip and I let him delve his tongue into my mouth. He tasted like cotton candy, it was addicting. He pulled away for a second breathless, I was I reconnected our lips. This didn’t happen 

very 

often I wasn’t wasting any time. His hands slipped under my shirt, his hands travelled up taking the 

fabric with it.