Rejecting cheating husband my alpha awakening novel Chapter 127

Chapter 115 

Chapter 115 

I was getting hot in this stuffy bathroom with this thick sweater on so I made my way to the door and opened it finding Jay waiting there anxiously, 

“Hi” I chirped, he looked down at me and sighed and then smiled. 

“Hi” he replied, I held my hand out and he took it giving me a look that I was oblivious too. 

“Do you want to go home, or go back to the bar?” he asked, I shrugged. 

“Doesn’t matter” I replied simply. “But I’m hot” 

“Let’s leave then” he suggested. 

“Okay” I agreed, “I want a to–go shot” I told him excitedly. 

“You’ve had enough shots, your dad is going to kill me” he told me, I rolled my eyes and pouted but 

followed him out the exit holding onto his hand. 

He didn’t even bother with helping me up into the truck, he just lifted me up and put me there. 

“Thank you” I told him as he shut the door. He took a few minutes to come around and actually get in the truck. He finally got in and started the truck up loudly, he sighed and looked over at me, I gave him a big smile tilting my head up. He grinned at me and started driving. 

“You’re the best” I told him. 

“Why’s that?” he asked. 

“You just are” I told him shrugging. I could feel the alcohol wearing off, I reached over the console having to lift my body up on it and reached for his hand, I got it and intertwined our fingers resting both our 

hands on the middle console. 

He looked down at our hands and then at me, I smiled again and he started to brush his thumb lightly along mine. I focused on the feeling for a little while keeping quiet. The feel of my hand in his. His warmth. He didn’t give me the shocks and tingles Dez did, but I knew that Jay cared about me without a doubt. And that was honestly better to me. 

Feeling him brush his thumb over mine softly gave me more butterflies than the shocks and tingles Dez gave me. That was the mate pull making me feel those things, this was real. Jay didn’t need the mate pull making him like me. He treated me how I should be treated. He didn’t leave me guessing or questioning him. I looked over at him and studied him for a minute, I thought a little more. 

Chapter 115 

“Kendal” he said quietly breaking my though process, I turned my attention to him. 

“Hm?” I responded waiting for him to say something. 

“I want you to be my girlfriend.” He stated, my heart clenched. 

“Jay… I can’t…” 

“Why?” he asked. 

“You know why” I whispered. He sighed and his hand tightened around mine. 

“Kendal, one day you’re going to be forced to make the decision between him or me. And you’re going to choose him, and that’s okay, he’s your mate, and you love him, you’re supposed to be with him. But I want to be with you and treat you how you deserve to be treated, I want to love you. You’re so damn special to me, every time I look at you, you just about give me heart attack because you’re so fucking gorgeous good lord, you’re the kindest person I’ve ever met and I said it before and I will say it again, I’ve never met anything like you. I hope that however much time I have until you have to make that decision is enough time to love you, and appreciate you and convince you to change your mind. If it’s not, then you’ll be with him and you will be happy and that’s all that matters to me, but if it is then I’ll be so lucky, god damn. You’re the best thing that has happened to me in a long time Kendal, please just let me love