Rejecting cheating husband my alpha awakening novel Chapter 129

Chapter 117 

“You give me butterflies” I told him quietly playing with his hand, he smiled at me. 

“It would take me all day to describe what you do to me, beautiful” he told me lightly tracing my jaw with 

his thumb, I smiled at him. 

What did I ever do in my life to deserve this boy? 

“Come here” I said holding my arms out scooting over towards the wall. He took his shoes off and then laid down, I wrapped my arms around him sticking my freezing feet under his shirt, I felt his abs flex and he made a noise and I giggled in response. 

It felt good to just lay here, with him. Just feel him here next to me, not worried about him leaving or getting upset. He didn’t say anything, he took one of my hands and played with it, occasionally kissing it. I sighed, Jay actually smelled really good. I turned on my side towards him taking his hand and clutching it to my chest, his arm was like the length of my body. This felt right. It didn’t feel wrong like I expected. Jay wasn’t my mate but yet, I felt safe and comfortable around him. I didn’t feel guilty for thinking about him. 

Maybe it was because for the past few weeks I could feel the pain of Dez cheating on me, maybe it was because I knew he didn’t love me and Jay did. How could I believe that Dez loved me if he was constantly cheating on me. Even when we were together, did I honestly believe that? I blinded myself completely, maybe I just told myself he did. Did he ever actually show me that, through actions? 

“What are you thinking about?” Jay asked me quietly, staring at me intently, I looked up at him running my fingers softly over the back of his hand. 

“I’m thinking that this feels right” I whispered, “Doesn’t it?” I asked looking up at him, he nodded. 

“Do you feel guilty?” he asked me reaching up to brush hair out of my face, and the resting his hand in the crook of my neck. I shook my head. 

“I don’t think… I don’t think he ever really loved me…” I finally said. 

“Because he’s cheating?” he questioned. 

“No, when we were together…” I trailed off not sure how to put it into words. 

“Did he ever tell you he did?” he asked me. 

“Once.” I told him, his jaw clenched, I could see the anger in his eyes but he didn’t say anything. 

“I’m never going to treat you like that.” He told me. 

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Chapter 117 

“I know” I responded giving him a small smile, we laid there for a little while until I decided I was actually really hungry and I sat up and reached over him to get my donuts. He stayed quiet watching me. He reached over and pulled my sleeve over my shoulder, since it had fallen off. 

His phone started vibrating, and he looked irritated as he answered it. He hung up and sat up, my heart 

sunk. 

“You have to go?” I asked, he nodded. 

“I’ll come back after” he promised standing up and putting his hand in the crook of my neck and kissing my forehead.