Rejecting cheating husband my alpha awakening novel Chapter 86

Chapter 74 

He opened the door to his house and I took his hand again. The question had been on my mind the whole way home. 

“Can I sleep with you tonight?” I asked him stepping in front of him making him stop, he looked down at me giving me a disapproving look. I felt like I had asked my dad if I could sleep with Dez instead of Dez. 

“Only if you promise not to try anything” he answered giving me the look. 

“That’s no fun” I replied grinning at him and turning around making my way to his room. He stayed in the kitchen for a little while, I striped and put on one of my sweaters. I climbed in his bed snuggling into the soft covers and fluffy pillows I curled into a tight ball inhaling his scent that was everywhere, I eventually fell asleep. 

I woke up in the middle of the night looking at the clock, it was 2 in the morning. I sat up and felt around for Dez, the sheets were cold so I knew he wasn’t just getting up to go to the bathroom or something I got up and peeked in the hallway finding the dim glow of the kitchen light in at the end of the hallway. I sighed and went to the kitchen, Dez was sitting there both his hands shoved in his hair. 

“Dez what are you doing?” I asked yawning rubbing my eyes that burned because of the light, he looked up at me not replying. I went and turned the light off and took his hand making him get up and follow me to bed. I climbed in bed and turned on my back waiting for him giving him a tired but expectant look. He looked at me like he was sizing me up, I realized what he was doing. 

“I’m too tired to seduce you, get in bed” I said, he nodded. Jesus was he that afraid of sex? I waited for him to pull his shirt off and then his pants I watched appreciatively fighting to keep my eyes opened. He climbed in bed next to me. I didn’t push it by scooting over and cuddling with him. Just being close to him was enough, even though I wanted so much more. I curled back up and went back to sleep. 

I woke up again and breathed in deeply, I opened my eyes fully seeing Dez laying there on his side already looking at me, I gave him a confused look. 

“You were talking in your sleep again” he told me. I groaned and turned over pulling the sheet over my head trying to savor any amount of sleep I could, I could hear him chuckle lightly and that sound put me on a high. 

I was unfortunately awake now, and I couldn’t get back to sleep I sighed in contempt at the warmness, and I didn’t mean because of the amount of body heat that Dez puts off which is almost too much. I turned my head looking at him, he was still watching. 

“Are you in control right now?” I asked him, just curious, he nodded his head. 

“Am I allowed to seduce you now?” I asked him playfully. 

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Chapter 74 

“I wish you wouldn’t” he replied. 

“Why are you so afraid of sex?” I asked him, he rolled his eyes. 

“I’m not afraid of sex Kendal, I’m just afraid I’m going to hurt you if we have sex” 

“And that ill get pregnant” I mumbled into the sheets. 

He sighed ” Kendal I don’t trust myself enough to put myself in that situation with you, fi I hurt you because I lost control I don’t know what I would do” I sighed loudly at his honest words. His motives were pure but I was still annoyed. 

“I trust you” I offered, he let out a low growl. 

“You shouldn’t” he said bitterly. 

“you make sex sound so complicated” I grumbled. I stayed silent a little longer waiting for him to get up and have to go to work or something, oddly enough he didn’t move. I got up and went and brushed my teeth, the mirror was foggy so I guess Dez had already gotten up and taken a shower. I went back expecting to find him gone but he was still there, but on his back now looking over at me. 

“When are you going to trust yourself?” I asked him, I knew I was acting like a child but I didn’t really care, I climbed back in bed. 

“We’ll see”