Resurrection novel Chapter 29

Chapter 29: The first meeting

Xavier's pov

I was going down the road not knowing where it went

My mind was preoccupied with thinking where she was

My wolf was in pain since the second Ezra bid her farewell to me

Her last words being how much she loved me

I was a fool to not realise who she was

She was always there but I was to blind to see it

Now I knew her reasons

Her reasons for killing my dad

For hating royals

For hating me

And why wouldn't she?

We attacked her happy world and destroyed her world first

We became monsters in greed of power and position

I still remember that day I first met her

I did save her that day but that was the only good I did in my entire being

I took away her everything and accused her of destroying me when in fact I was the destroyer

18 years

How each and every minute was a struggle for her

And how I made it worse

My knuckles turned white because of the strong grip I was having on the steering

The words I spoke

The torture she endured

All kept breaking my insides

I banged my hands on the wheel getting frustrated

When suddenly my car lost it's balance

I applied the breaks and the car came to a screeching stop

I closed my eyes and rested my head on the wheel

Drop by drop my tears of pain landed on my thighs

"..I......am sorry.....Ezra......I.....am.....so damn .....sorry!!!"

My chest was getting constricted with the weight of guilt in my heart.

Then suddenly my soul showed me a way

A way that will lead me to her

I shifted the gear to 1 and pressed the accelerator

Within few minutes I was standing there where we first met

The lake inside the forest

There was a deadly silence over there

Not even a single leaf was moving and everything felt dead

This was the place where everything started and I don't know why but I felt that this place only will make us meet again.

I leaned my back against the same tree and closed my eyes

Ezra where are you?