SAGE novel Chapter 39

Sage Miller

I'm fucked up. I know I am. I've always known that. Killing your own mother without so much as a single thought proves that you're beyond fucked up.

Half the things I do I don't know why I do it. I do it just because. I do it because I'm fucked up.

"Your cruelty has no boundaries." She spat viciously.

My heart sank as I heard the venom in her words. She hates me. She has to.

I don't blame her but I can't help myself.

Fighting fire with fire, it never works. It never does but I can't seem to stop. I'm sadistic, bite me.

"You're a monster Sage." She cried out yelling.

I already knew that but hearing her say that killed me.

"I know." I murmured. "But I don't want to be."

Something about her makes me one. I have no boundaries when she's concerned.

"Just leave Sage. I don't wanna see you, I don't wanna talk to you. I hate you." She spat, violently wiping her tears.

"No you don't." I said calmly.

"Are you happy? You humiliated me. You degraded me. Are you satisfied or do you want to do more damage. Because if you want to, there's no more damage you could do. You've done that time and time again."

This time I've crossed a line. I knew that much.

"I'm sorry." I told her. I'm not sure if I really meant it.

The truth is I didn't mean it, she had it coming when she decided her time is worthy for that asswipe and no me.

He will break her when I'm the only one allowed to do so.

"Wow, Sage apologized." She let out a humorless laugh. "Don't you have somewhere else to be? A girlfriend yo be with."

She sneer and spat all at the same time.

Kate can suck my dick twice on a Tuesday or jump off a cliff for all I care.

"I'm right where I'm suppose to be." I told her.

"Just go Sage. Go." She yelled getting up.

For the first time I realised how broken she looked.

Her shoulders were slagged, her face was so puffy from crying and her eyes were so red.

I did that. Even when I saw the damage I've done, somewhere inside me it wasn't enough because I can't fix her.

I wanted to be her hero.

"I don't wanna go." I firmly told her. "I want to be right here."

Her eyes held so much rage and hatred, hatred for me.

"You have a girlfriend Sage. A whole girlfriend. Go to her. She's waiting for you. Go Sage because you're not wanted here." She yelled.

She was trying not to let her pain show but I've always saw her right through her and today was no different.

"Fuck Kate. I want to be right here." I yelled.

She froze for a second before she scoffed.

"Just go." She said. She was no longer yelling.

"Why won't you understand that I don't wanna go?" I asked her talking a step forward.

She stayed rooted in her place refusing to be intimidated. I was proud of her for that.

"Because you will leave. You never stay." She answered looking away.

I took another step forward and another.

"You seem to forget dear Alora that you're the one who always leaves." I reminded sweetly and stopped in front of her.

She looked around seeming to be thinking if she should step back or stand her ground.

"And you forget why I always leave." She counted and tilted her head up, proud of herself for the comeback.

"No I don't forget, Smurf." I purred lowering my voices.

She cleared the throat before speaking.

"So you understand why I always leave." Her voice was an octave higher.

I inwardly smirked. It was so damn easy to fall to our routine.

"I will never understand. I'm so much better than him." I fired back.

She frowned a bit as if we weren't talking about the same thing.

"What are you talking about? You think I always leave because of him?" She asked narrowing her eyes.

"Isn't that the reason?" I countered.

"You're so oblivious." She told me shaking her head.

In two seconds I closed the distance between us.

Harshly, I snaked my hand around her waist and hoisted her to me.

"But there is something I'm not oblivious on." I told her pressing my lips just under her ear.

"Uh-what is that?" She asked, she was a bit breathless and flustered.

"You. I know you." I whispered. "I bet you're wet right now."

She began to shake her head.

"Yes you are, you are wet for me." I argued. "Always for me."

Her heart was racing against my own and so was mine.

I was hard as a rod. Hard for her.

"Tell me Smurf, does he makes you feel like I do?" I kissed her neck nibbling a bit.

"Does he touch you like I do?" My other hand went to her ass. I grabbed it and squeezed it.

"Do you get wet like you do for me?" She moaned and tilted her head back to give me more excess.

"Does you're heart race like this for him?" I kissed the based of her neck then her upper chest.

"Tell me Smurf, is his touch always enough?" I bend down so my hand can reach her thigh.

"Does he fuck like I do?" I pulled her leg up and she wrapped it around my waist.

"Tell me Smurf?" I used both hand to steady her, one hand on her waist the other on the back of her thigh of the lifted leg.

She moaned loudly when I kissed her throat then her lips.

"Say it Smurf, I know you want to." I urged her moving to her jaw.

"Tell me he doesn't hold a candle to me. Say it." I added pressure to her jaw.

"Say it, tell me." I lifted my knee a little and pressed it between her legs.

"Say it." I added pressure there between her legs and on the her jaw.

"Yes, yes, Yes." She praised.

"Yes what Smurf?" I asked adding even more pressure.

"He doesn't hold a candle to you." She threw up the words like she's been holding them back.

I smiled in triumph and kissed her even more.

Just then the door decided to open but I barely registered it until the person spoke.

"The fuck." He yelled.

Alora jumped out of my hold and almost fell on her ass. Her eyes widen and crazy but she was also flustered and I also saw fear in her eyes.

I spun around quickly and saw Axel by the door holding the door Bob, looking like she wanted to murder someone.

I growled.

"Axel." Alora whispered behind me. I made it a point to hide her from his penetrating glare.

When I moved it was Axel's turn to growl.

I rolled my eyes.

"The fuck." He repeated.

"You've already said that." I deadpanned.

"You stay out of it." He warned pointing at me.

"Fuck you." I spat at him.

The tension was rising fast. The asshole's shoulders were squared and tense.

"It's not what you're thinking." Alora said and tried to side step but I blocked her.

"Oh yeah what am I thinking Alora?" The asshole yelled and I glared at him but before I could tell him off he spoke again. "Because what I'm thinking is exactly what u saw."

"Um-i-Axel." Alora stuttered.

"That's why you asked me to leave you alone so you can whoring around with this barstard." He yelled and stepped fully into the room.

His shock was now rolling out and he was settling on anger.

"Don't you fucking call her a whore asshole." I warned talking a step towards him.

"If the shoe fits." He glared at me and I returned the favour.

"Sage stop." I heard Alora yell.

Just then I barely saw it, Axel's fist flying towards my face. It made contact with my face and I stumbled back bumping into Alora.

"Axel." Alora screeched.

"Fuck." I groan as pain shoot through my jaw.

I regained my balance and stood upright holding my jaw.

"That's what you fucking het when you mess with people's girlfriends." He sneered at me.

I spit out and look at my spit to see it I bled or not.

My spit was clear.

I sneered at him.

"Don't fucking swing if you won't fucking finish." I warned him before I lunged at him.

He wasn't expecting it because his eyes widen just as my fist colored with his eye but I didn't stop there.

I jabbed and threw another punch then another.

If asshole wanted to swing I'll swing right back at him. Only I won't swing once.

"Sage stop please." I barely registered Alora screaming desperately wanting me to stop.

I punched him again and again.

I felt hands on my shoulder pulling me off Axel but I shrugged the hands of and I heard a loud thud behind me.

I then registered who the hands belonged to and I just pushed her.